Strict Denial - You Don't Deserve To See
It doesn't really matter what you want, of course. You can't see them. You admitted your denial fetish to me and I don't want you to ever see them. I want you to edge yourself mercilessly, to sweetly torment yourself for what you can never even see.
I'll give you one more choice, though. You can ruin your orgasm right here. Lightly stroke yourself up to the edge, over and over again, always pushing as close as you can, to the point where you think you might orgasm but you aren't quite sure. When you do finally come, I want you to try very hard to breathe, to clench as little as possible and just let the cum dribble out into your hand for disposal or consumption.
Or: I can let you see more of me, and earn your orgasm. But it will take time, and it will cost you. What's your choice?