You wait in darkness. Complete and utter darkness.
You don't know how long it's been this time. Days? Weeks? Months? Time loses its meaning down here. In this windowless cell in the basement of Goddess Maryse.
The only connection remaining to the world outside of this cell is Britani. Her Highness, as you are calling her. She's the main slave of your Goddess, and she's the one who convinced her to even give you a chance in the first place. Without her, you literally would not be in this dark hole. And you are eternally grateful to her for helping you achieve this life.
Occasionally she visits you down here to bring you some food and water, which will usually have to last you for anything between a couple days to weeks at a time. Sometimes, when Britani can't be bothered to waste any time on you, she just drops it down a chute from upstairs. Same way as she does with the leftovers from the kitchen, or some food that has just gone bad and is not fit for the Goddess anymore, if you're lucky and Britani is in a really good mood.
Usually, your fare just consists of bread and water. The bread dry and hard, too hard to eat directly. You have learned to let it soak in your water first to make it eatable. Sometimes you even let it soak long enough to make a kind of watery bread soup from it, just to have at least a little bit of variety.
It's easier when the light is on. And you have learned to adapt to the darkness. Without windows, there is no regularity to it, and the switch is outside your cell. When Britani comes to visit and leaves it on, you live in seemingly eternal light. So close to the realm of your Goddess, yet oh so far.
If she doesn't, you live in seemingly eternal darkness. Cast far away by your Goddess, who you get to see oh so rarely. You can count on your hands how often you got to spend time with her in these years.
But still, it's worth it. Even a life like this is worlds above one without your Goddess. Without being her property. More than just light and darkness, she is the beginning and the end of your universe. The sole reason for your existence. To worship her. To praise her. To do her every bidding.
She is your Goddess.