I think you have earned a peak.
No touching, just admire it, ponder it's power over you.
Let me ask you... Do you want to leave?
The tape is right behind you. I give you the choice... take the tape, leave, never to return, or stay.
It is like the matrix.. Take the tape and wake up tomorrow believing what ever you want to believe. A bad dream, a fantasy, perhaps you were on drugs...
Or leave the tape here, and see how deep the rabbit hole goes. Manipulated by a beautiful Goddess that you are made to worship, with not chance to ever truly serve.
It is a paradox isn't it? You started here today feeling like the victim. Now... you feel confused. Loving every moment of your torment. Wanting it to continue, and at the same time not wanting it to end.
What shall it be?