Now that you look like a whore lets treat you like a whore, put that stick down in front of you and kneel across it so that it runs across your knees. Now that your on your knees, do what a whore does best on her knees and get your face fucked by that dildo. Set the metronome to 160bmp and shove that dildo in and out on each tick of the metronome after a minute hold as far down your throat as you can for 30 seconds then fuck your face again for another minute, and another 30 seconds down your throat. Do that same thing two more times. If tears aren't running down your face you're not trying hard enough so do it again.