You practically yelled it out. "Yes Nikki, you can control my cock as long as you want. You can have it for a year. For two years. Forever if you want!" The release was incredible as you yelled those words. It was almost like a verbal orgasm. All the tension, stress, desire mounting in your body was somehow sprayed out of you with those words. Your cock and your physical desire were still at their highest points, but there was a mental, maybe even emotional, release with telling Nikki she had control over you.