First Date Chapters 1-3
Just by being as sexy as she was, and by being in this conversation and on this date with you, Nikki was already achieving a perfect tease and denial. Her tight, sexy clothes teased you with her perfect body, or the possibility of scandalous lingerie, underneath. But those same clothes also punched you in the nose with denial. You could imagine, dream, hope all you wanted, but what you really wanted was to see, feel, experience. And that possibility was currently stolen from you by her clothes.
That line of thought must have been dominating your mind more than you thought, because once again you were horrified to hear your mouth vomit out words that originated from a deep, dark place in your mind. A place you never intended to expose to the outside world. A place that you questioned even when it was just pure fantasy, much less a real conversation with a real girl. You heard yourself describing how badly you wanted to see her undressed. Ok, maybe not the most appropriate thing to say on a first date, but you were both way past the point of being appropriate, and it was certainly a thought shared by every other male between the ages of puberty and 200 that had ever laid eyes on her. But you followed it up with the most horrific thing you could've imagined your mouth saying. It was a fantasy that you held, but it was so unrealistic it could only work in very special situations. But a first date was one of those situations - it would only work with a girl you had never seen naked, or partially naked, or in her bra and panties. "I don't want you to let me see you naked, or undressed at all."