First Date Chapters 1-3
But as crazy as this conversation had gone, the dark side of your brain was still running wild. It was still churning. Nikki was just starting to come to terms with your explanation of chastity along with tease and denial. You explained to her that although denial seemed like the center of your fantasy, actually it was just a tool. The center of it was the tease. The tease was what generated your lust, your desire. Denial was just a tool to make that lust build over time. To add a layer of frustration to elevate your lust to a new level when it was stimulated by teasing. You tried to explain the difference to her.
"Look around, Nikki. This restaurant is surrounded by girls that aren't going home with me. Girls that aren't going to have any kind of sexual encounter with me. Girls that aren't going to make me cum. If that was the whole point, then I'd be getting off billions of times a day, because the world is full of girls that I'm never going to sleep with, and it's no big deal. But once you start teasing, it becomes something completely different. Now you have power over me. Now, you're dangling a carrot in front of me, but you keep pulling it back when I reach for it. You're showing me what I could have, and flaunting it, and driving me wild with the tease. And then you take everything away at the last minute, and that's the denial. Or, you use the chastity belt to keep a real barrier between what I want and what you allow me to have. It's as much of a mental tease as a physical tease."