Now I want you to get a qtip. I hope there is some precum in the condom and it better be loose with some room at the tip. If there is no precum you have to masturbate until there is.
Take the qtip and insert it into the hole in your penis. The precum should allow for the qtip pushing with the condom to slip down the hole.
DO NOT DO THIS WITHOUT A CONDOM. YOU WILL REGRET IT.
Now push the Qtip as far as you can slowly down inside of you. When it is all the way in, I want you to start stroking your cock by grabbing the ace wrapped shaft. You may need to be gentle but I want you so start slow and work up speed. You have to keep going until you come to an edge with the Qtip inside of you.