Now stroke yourself to the edge. Go slow.
I want you to say 20 times before you get to the edge, 30 if you can...
"<Ex's name>, please let me worship hot wet cock for you. I can only truly show my devotion by sucking big dick for you, <ex's name>"
That dildo should be good and hot by now. So get it out and put it right in front of you stroker. And lets put that cute lil cum catcher bowl between your legs...
When you are on edge, you may...