Are you beginning to understand what you are? I want you pulling on it veerrry slowly while I explain this to you. Don't stop until I tell you to.
You'll never fuck a woman, never taste a pussy, never feel the touch of anyone but yourself. THIS, right here, right now, is what you really want, to be on your knees with a beautiful woman telling you how to stroke. You know you can't handle a real woman and so you want one to handle you. Your fist is the only thing you'll ever penetrate and the only thing that could make that bareable is if it's what I want you to do.
These are the most sexual relations you'll ever have.