Hands off that dicklette for now stroker!
You are doing well so far.
I can see by your actions (giggle) and your words, that you really have it bad for your EX.
I think its great that you want to eat her creamy pussy, and lick the hot cum off her ass and tits. It shows a certain pathetic determination on your part.
But you and I know that neither of those things is going to happening for you today, as much as you might crave them.
You will not be eating a fresh deposit of cum out of her pussy.
You will not be licking her ass clean of cum.
You will not be suckling at her cummy breasts.
Instead you will be showing your devotion in the way that you have secretly always wanted to do her...that you are only now "man enough" to admit. <giggle>