That 's ok, you can't help it. You didn't choose to have such a small penis. I understand why you want to be a girl now.
Look at my body, that is what a real girl looks like. So you have something you can attempt to make your own body look like.
Now go prepare yourself for Kate. And enjoy it while you're working on it. You may stroke yourself, but you cannot cum.
Good luck.
When you're back all feminine, you may continu.