See everyone is pathetic like that—some more than others of course *giggles* Eveyone hoping to find some meaning where none exists. Nothing wrong with you finding purpose in your own hand stroking. At least you have a found a place where you’re wanted and appreciated, where you can beg and moan and be denied without it being a big deal. Where there are beautiful women willing and happy to look down on you while you kneel before them and ask permission to stroke your meat. Everyone should have that place where they can go without judgment or fear, where they can really be themselves. Right slut?