for those who totally ♥ love ♥ being a tease slave
Day 29 (cont!)
{As you read this page -- and you WILL read it all and become even more unbearably horny -- you are to continuously move the toy around inside your ass, not fucking your ass, just side to side and around and around to tease your asshole. You may move it with your hand, or by walking or moving your hips around. If you don't have your toy still up you, the one you were supposed to put in 24 pages ago, then go back to that page and start over from there.}
You're naked, clean, and horny as hell. You'd love to ride to the party unclothed, showing the whole world that you're Mistress's property, but you also love how she makes you dress yourself up in a way that makes even the journey there an erotic odyssey. You're told how to tease and torture yourself while getting ready for a whole weekend of sensuous agony. Everyone there will treat you like a love doll. But first YOU have to treat yourself like a tease torture toy. The way she gets you to torment yourself reminds you that your body is totally hers. So is your heart. You've surrendered so completely to her that you delight in being a love doll that tortures itself. You don't need for her to ask you to "be mine". You are.
First, you lubricate your lovely little asshole VERY well. Your tushy tunnel must be ready and available to be loved and molested at all times. It will be well-used at this party. You tease your yearning little rosebud with one of these adorable little plugs [http://www.edenfantasys.com/tp-landing-url/anal-toys/anal-plugs/be-mine-naughty-candy-heart] for a few minutes before sliding it up inside there where it belongs. Your forbidden love hole welcomes the intruder, but it's still a bit tender from having had a plug up there all night and just being double-fingered by Mistress. The combination of luscious pleasure and tender torture reminds you that you're in both a lot more of both this weekend -- and that you're powerless to do anything about it except enjoy it... and endure it... for days....
A tight pair of black sheer pantyhose is the next treat for your tingling body. You either tuck your cock and balls, or spread your inner and outer labia wide open and place the seam between your cunt lips so that it's against your clit, peehole, and the mouth of your vagina. Pull the waist up as high as you possibly can to ensure that your every move will stimulate your genitals. You won't be able to take your mind off of what's happening between your legs for even a second. An even tighter black panty girdle adds another layer to the pressure on your cock or pussy. The way it goes up well past your belly will also make the inevitable full-bladder torture more beautifully cruel. Open-toed black shoes with 4" (10 cm) high heels complete the below-the-waist part of your sexy attire... once you place the lovely little padlocks on at the ankle straps, so that your sexy pantyhosed feet are trapped in those lovely little feminine torture devices. They feel so sexy in how they strain and shape your feet in a way that gives you that "Please fuck me!" feeling all the way up to your hips. They'll be another constant reminder of your total erotic submission. You know that it won't take too long before your feet will be aching for the freedom that you won't be able to give them. Even the fear of how the beautifully sensitive soles of your nylon-clad feet would be available to be caressed and kissed and tickled mercilessly once your shoes come off won't matter. But you have to accept the slow torment of the locked high heels. As will be the place with every part of your body this weekend, you'll be powerless to stop any of the beautifully sensuous assaults that will keep you begging all weekend long. At Mistress's party, you truly will be teased from head to ticklish toes.
Putting on a pair of rubber gloves, you open the tube of desensitizing cream. You spend 5 minutes rubbing it onto your nipples and areolae, then another 5 for the rest of your breasts, then another 5 just on your nipples again. Even as your nipples and breasts become almost numb, the self-tit play is teasing as hell, especially since you know why you're being made to do this. It's not because Mistress is being nice. Three hours from now, when the cream's effect has worn off, your tits will be screamingly sensitive, especially your poor nipples!
A ankle-length sheer black dress which has a pencil skirt with no slit completes the ensemble. It's sleeveless so your armpits are always available to be caressed and tickled. Your legs are so beautifully enveloped and confined that each short step pulls the silky fabric across your pantyhosed legs and every place else on your body the dress touches, including your breasts and nipples, which though numb still enjoy the friction of the taut material. Actually, every little movement creates so many sensuously soft caresses that arouse you more with each passing moment. Just the slightest touches of make-up, and you're ready to go!
As you walk with mincing steps towards the door, the sweet sensations tease you so lovingly your eyes well up with tears. It feels SO wonderful!!! Even the way your smushed {pussy or cock} is rubbed and squeezed with every movement adds its own combination of gentle pleasure with a gradually growing soreness. It takes a couple minutes of shuffling to pass the wide full-length mirror on the wall. You delight in both your beauty and your helplessness. Your own image in the mirror turns you on -- a lot! Lusting after the poor little angel in the mirror, you think of so many ways you would tease and torment her if you had the chance. As you lust after the yummy little sex object in the mirror, a little bit of unsteadiness makes your hips wriggle enough to remind you that **you** are teasing that sweet lady in the mirror! You're objectifying yourself... and gives you a mixture of arousal and just a little bit of sadness that even you treat yourself like a plaything.
You then get the perfect mixture of sadistic cruelty and masochistic desire for sexual torment that inspires you to relentlessly tease yourself by walking back and forth in front of the mirror non-stop while you observe the goddess being teased, especially how her face (which is your face -- whether you're female or not, for the moment, you see yourself as a female, and feel like one, too) expresses the alternating joy and agony. You're going to torture that vulnerable dreamboat in the mirror and endure the torture she's giving you. You want to get to the point where the beautiful mix of pleasure and pain becomes so agonizing that you can't stand it any more, and take yourself as far beyond that point as you possibly can. You promise yourself that you will keep that feminine bondage march for at least a full 30 minutes, or until somebody comes to give you the ride to Mistress's party, which might take at least as long, but you know it'll happen.
Walking back and forth, your eyes tear up again as your body experiences teasing that's so wonderfully cruel that even after once across the mirror you wonder if you can endure the trip back, let alone for half an hour. Your self-torturing sex toy in the mirror already looks so sad that you start to feel sorry for her. Then, a wave of desire makes you want to torture her all the more. It doesn't take long before you're whimpering and weeping. After only 5 minutes you're going crazy! The confusing combination of soft caresses and painful pressure takes all your effort to accept, let alone to keep giving it to yourself. You find yourself looking at the clock every time you switch directions, which makes you wonder how you will be able to continue the self-domination and self-submission. You tell yourself to stop looking at the clock, and to focus only on how the erotic journey makes you feel... and look.
You make yourself and the goddess in the mirror whimper and weep for what seems like an inescapable slow-motion tour of sexual hell. Finally, the luscious agony in your genitals and asshole makes you wail. You think you just can't take any more! But seeing the sexy sweetie in the mirror makes you want to tease her even more! You decide to make the remaining steps as tormenting as possible. Your baby steps become alternately longer -- which makes your legs tug at the bondage dress so it rubs against your yearning body as much as possible -- then so short that your genitals and asshole get rubbed and prodded so many more times because of so many more steps. You even start shifting your hips from side to side, back and forth, and in circles, not only to increase the dress's caresses but also to give your compressed genitals more squeezing rubs. The tenderly tormenting toy in your ass also works itself around your sore asshole more. You to your best to push yourself to the edge of erotic insanity. You watch the tears fall down your face and on the dress and floor in the mirror. You're dedicated to your promise of completing the erotic march of agony. Now that you're no longer looking at the clock, the only way your sexual self-torture will end is when your ride is here. You start praying that your deliverer will arrive soon. You also wonder what kind of an emotional mess you'll be by then. You begin to think you're totally crazy to do this to yourself right before so many others will be lovingly torturing you at the party. You're ensuring that this weekend's tease marathon will be the hardest one you've ever endured. But you love the torment so much that you just couldn't wait to start punishing your luscious love slave body.
After Goddess-knows-how-long, one of your fellow tease slaves enters the room and sees your self-hating form of self-loving in progress. She rushes to you, presses her naked body against your well-adorned body in a heart-to-heart embrace, and kisses the tears off your face. You hug her back and let yourself be comforted and loved. As your mouths and lips lovingly dance, you look lovingly at the abused goddess in the mirror, you tenderly blow her a kiss. In the mirror the clock tells you that your parade of slow erotic torture went on for 50 minutes! You are overjoyed at how long you subjected yourself to the blissful suffering.
Your nude sister then takes you by the hand and accompanies you to the car. More walking torture! But this time the sensations thrill you and arouse you. You're ready for so much more! Right before she opens the rear door, she ties your hands together behind your back, then plants a kiss on your lips, your heart chakra, both ass cheeks, and the tops of your pantyhosed toes on both feet. While entering the back seat, it's so hard to bend your knees enough to sit upright that you have to lie on your back for the trip.
On the ride to Mistress's mansion, you're so horny you could scream!!! You need to cum or you'll go crazy! But instead, three days (and two nights) of non-stop teasing await. You're excitedly anticipating the chance to experience all the love and erotic cruelty from Mistress and all her other sweet-hearted friends and slaves. Images of luscious tortures from parties past fan the flames of your lust until your hips writhe and your whole body feels as if it's a giant cunt that's just a stroke away from an orgasm. If your fellow love slave didn't tie your hands behind your back, the struggle to keep your hands from ripping your clothes off reaching between your legs to give you the relief you so desperately need would be agonizing. Instead, you moan and squirm as you wait in anticipation of being used as everybody's plaything, just a pretty sex object -- helpless, submissive, receptive -- willing and eager to make your luscious body totally available to be mercilessly tormented for their pleasure.
Even being used by Mistress to tease your fellow love slaves is a lovely source of horny agony. It's a beautiful combination of being able to take out your horny frustrations on someone else who's already been so thoroughly teased by the time you arrive that your ministrations are that much more able to provide lusciously cruel pleasure and identifying with your fellow slave's plight, because it's just the same as yours. You feel guilty for causing your sister slave to suffer deeper journeys through tease torture hell, but delighted to give her the kind of extreme erotic experiences she lives for. Submitting to a fellow slave's hands is also a precious joy, a sweetly loving gift that you're giving her by allowing her to ease her frustration by adding to yours. The best is when Mistress lets both of you make tenderly cruel love with each other at the same time! It brings your hearts so close together. Even when you're both trying your best to out-tease the other, you always return to the dreamy place of being deeply in love with each other.
Relentless sexual suffering will be your fate this weekend. And you love it so very much....