She looks familiar. Can you imagine running into her at random? Your throat would tighten and you would start to sweat. And she would see your weakness, your desire to submit to her. Do you think she would accept you as her jerkmonkey? Or would she pass over you as just another desperate slut, begging, or in your case, so pathetic you can't even beg, to submit...? Stroke and hold the edge, try and prove your worth to her...and as usual, come up short.