I hope you thought about it sissy, because that's part of your assignment today. Thinking about what you're going through, and writing it down. Personally, I'd go out and get myself a journal, but I love the tactile sensation of writing by hand. I don't mind if you write it on your computer. You can even email it to me if you want to have someone reading it on the other end, but surely by now you know I'm not one for orders or demands. It's up to you what you decide to do, but whatever you decide, it's time to start thinking about what you're doing, and putting it down into your own words.