Now you're in for the real test, take the bigger dildo and pour some lube on it. Jerk it with your hand, really focus on it. focus on pleasing him and getting him to cum.
Imagine if it was a real man, you'd need to please him, get him to cum on your face now, or he would flip you over and fuck you so hard you wouldn't walk straight for days. And as soon as you could walk straight he would hold you down and fuck you again, just to teach you a lesson. Thats what happens to sissy sluts like you if they don't satisfy their big strong men, they get punished.
After five minutes of stroking you may...