Maybe you are feeling disgusted and all this feels like a chore, but you are still doing it for a reason not even known to you...
This is the part where you realize how hard it is to become a slut.
You are going through this intense training because what we want to do, together, is form a habit for you. Don't forget that.
I made a habit out of it, now it's nothing. I do it for fun. That's what you want to achieve.
Getting up in the morning, drinking water, breakfast, masturbating and splashing cum on yourself.
A habit. Automatic, unconscious action.