Feeling a need to pee?
Haha, i'le get you on that.
Lets start training youre PC-muscles again.
Let the urine flow but directly hold it with youre PC-muscles 20 times.
Now get something to write and begin rubbing youre pussy.
While rubbing youre pussy with one hand start writing on youre belly that you are a slut. Don't forget to take a picture of that, cause for you its a historic moment of recognizing yourself.