You're just a slip of the hand away. Just a few strokes and all that slow buildup will have been for nothing, nothing but even more slow buildup over the next month. More teasing, tearful days of chastity and longing. Moan with me, slave, moan for MY orgasm, moan for your crying little cock. It just wants to cum so badly! Why not teach it a little lesson about what it wants versus what it can have?