You want to, you want to so bad... every touch I give myself, every moan of pleasure almost sends you over, forcing you to stop and breathe for a moment before starting all over again - watching me pleasure myself makes it so hard not to do what you want...
Who cares if you might get a real chance to cum tonight? Don't you just want to cum right now? All you have to do is give it a few extra strokes. A few extra strokes, and you can clamp your hand over your cockhead and try so hard not to spurt any more than you have to, try so hard not to cause yourself pain as you leak, drip, slowly drain your balls. What's another eternity of a month without cumming like a man?