New Years Resolutions
There we go, that's the look of desperation I love. You had that look all through your Christmas windup - especially since I told you you'd be getting an orgasm from Ms. Claus this year. And with all the lingerie and toys I asked for, I'll bet you dared to hope that you'd be getting it straight from the source. "Could this Christmas finally be the day she lifts up her legs and lets me fuck her like a real man?"
But then, that's just the one part of your brain talking. Another part was begging for exactly what you got: another stroking session in front of your beautiful goddess, another round of teasing and pleasing on your knees in front of an untouchable beauty. Submission, denial, constant arousal - these things you want too, on par with your actual relief.
The way I see it, you've made the right choice with your life of teasing without pleasing. Men never seem to think of the pleasure that comes with being aroused, only of getting to that disappointing aftermath. They're too wrapped up in their hormones to actually use them for true ecstasy.