The other thing that really turns me on is the thought of you having to suck a guy off while i watch! I'm going to laugh my socks off to see you kneeling before one of my boyfriends after all the years you've begged and cajoled me to suck you.
Do you still like our new arrangement? I'm really not bothered either way - part of me wants you to go along with it happily but my newly found cruel side really wants to have to FORCE you to do the things I want.