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Hi. This is my first post here, although I've been doing the teases for quite some time. Anyway, I just wanted to share my 'self-cuckolding' masturbation technique and get some feedback to how I can improve it! I have a cuckold mindset and the whole psychology behind cuckolding fascinates/turns me on, but I'm single and it's probably going to be like that for a while due to work and preparing for the future.

I love watching porn and edging to it. I also have a pretty good imagination (I hope to be a successful fiction writer someday) so I've come up with this: Each week I'm 'married' to a different pornstar. I watch a video each day, imitating the positions in which the alpha male fucks her. I'm allowed to lube up whenever she gives him head and I'm ONLY allowed to cum on Sundays. However, on Sunday I will roll the dice and based on the number, thats how I'm allowed to cum unless I get a 6 in which case I'm not allowed to cum and I have to wait another week. I might have to eat that cum, ruin my orgasm, or sometimes I get to cum normally. I'm only allowed to cum when the alpha cums in/on her, though. If I miss it, then I have to wait a week again. I've been pretty good in following it even though it gets frustrating sometimes.

Do you guys have any ideas on how to spruce it up? Sometimes I'll tie myself up so I can't touch my dick and I'll watch some videos and pretend that I'm watching my significant other fuck another man while I'm tied up. It really turns me on!

Yeah. I've tried writing a few erotic short stories, but I always end up just getting straight to the fucking. I need to work on the backstory more lol.

I like your idea very much. I'd tried it if I were single :)

As for adding some more realism to your game, how about simulating "that time of the month"? Every month you could simulate it by foregoing any sexual activity for 3-4 days - maybe when you get a 6 on Sunday?