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Why am I like this? Any view welcome.

i want to be a 24/7 sex slave, why? I want to be the subject my master and mistresses games, challenges, torment, humiliating acts and requirements, and servitude. 

i know i am a pathetic little cum slut! i am not very strong and love to be ristrained, then broken and over powered mentally. the idea that i have lost control, and that my master and mistress can do anything they want with me is so frighteningly sexy!

i dream constantly about being treated like like a sex slave, teased and even tourtured. i want a beautiful woman who is a total bitch to me my mistress, a woman who will love nothing more than humiliating me, punishing me and make me serve her like the goddess she is. i want my mistress to dress me like the cheep slut i am, in her sexy used dirty underwear and high heels, complete with slutty makeup and a blonde wig. i want to be gagged, dominated, humiliated, teased, tortured and fucked. i want my mistress to make me lick the heels of her shoes and her feet, and if she so wished i would use my mouth to pleasure her body any way she wished.
i want her to blackmail me into pleasuring her boyfriend while she takes more photos and video to use as more blackmail. i imagine her tying me up then fucking her boyfriend infront of me. she would laughing at me and tease me that i will never get to fuck her. she would make me lick her and her boyfrined clean once they had both cum.
i want to do anything to please the two of them. if they have a bad day at work i would happily take any punishment they wanted if it helped them relieve the stress.
i want to be used by their friends as well.
i dream of always being in some kind of bondage, 24/7.
i dream my mistress will lock me in chastity and let me out of it just to tease the shit out of me. when she does she might tease me with her feet but stop me before i cum and lock me back up, or as a lucky treat i might be allowed a ruined orgasm, mistress would then make me lick my cum of her feet, possibly infront of her friends just to humiliate me more.
i want to be my master and mistresses toilet slave as well. if they need the toilet in the middle of the night they would not even have to get out of bed, as i would crawl under the covers and close my mouth around there pee hole and id drink everything they gave me. i want to be humiliated in public as well by them, made to kiss my mistresses feet in public, try on womens underwear in a shop, or pleasure a complete stranger. my list of fetishes goes on and much longer that i can put in this post.

if i could live like this and make my owners happy while i lived a life of frustration, pain, no control and humiliation, i would be very happy!?!? but why am i like this?

the only two things i can think of are two distinct dreams i often had as i grew up, these are the two dreams.

one was about being only four inches tall. in this dream i was owned by a beautiful woman. i remember she would keep me in there knickers, some times at the front of her knickers and sometimes inbetween her bum cheeks. the women was always dressed in sexy underwear in the dream. i was taken out of her knickers to meet her beautiful friends, on occations they would kiss me with there big bright red lipstick covered lips. i remember they would laugh at me and how powerless i was to them and on sometimes i was pinned down with there long fingernails as they laughed at me. i enjoyed being there toy and the feeling of being totally helpess to there power. 
in the other dream i was a prisoner being held captive in a cage. my cage was in a dark wine cellor, there was a small window at the far end and lots of expensive wine in racks. i was naked in the cage and my captures were Nazi hierarchy. they would come down the stairs to look at me, the generals in their uniform and the beautiful women dressed long ballgown dresses. they would talk about me in german so i could not understand, they would sometimes poke me with a riding crop. the dream start getting very strange when i wake up in the dream, still in the cage, one of my legs has been amputated. i then watch from the cage as the nazi's sat at a table and eat my leg that has been roasted and served with veg. as the dream continues they eat my other leg then my arms and last of all they ate my cock and ball right infront of me. although this dream were strange i never saw it as a nightmare, infact i always enjoyed the helpless feeling i felt in both of these dreams.
i always enjoyed these dreams!

i might add i am not complaining about being this way! i love being a dirty little slut! 
do i need help? or are there other like me out there? Am sure there are many of you who like all the things i do?!?

Lisa x x x

I have dreamt of bondage for me being tied up, exposed, helpless
and then teased
for literally as long as I can remember.. back into early life. My first fantasies were of bondage
and of torment

then I tried to NOT masturbate
I would actually create calender to try and : Do no touch for longer than 4 days.. or 5 days...
setting goals for myself to last longer with out masturbation, back then every time I masturbated I
orgasmed, I didn't understand edging..

My relationships have ALWAYS been kinky
every girl I have ever dated.. I have asked or tried something "not vanilla"



I don't know if you believe in genetics
or being crafted by a creator..

but
I know I have always been like this.

Hi. You not the only one. I constantly think and wish for all those things to happen to me.

SexualChoc wrote:I have dreamt of bondage for me being tied up, exposed, helpless
and then teased
for literally as long as I can remember.. back into early life. My first fantasies were of bondage
and of torment

I have to relate to SC. My first erotic fantasy was that of being restrained and tickled - that was long before i could ejaculate or even before i started actually masturbating. Could have been 5 or 6 years old. Later it was stinging nettles, or tub of cold water. Come to think of it, these are some of my stronger kinks till today. I also remember fantasizing about being a girl back then. It's girls submission that i'm drawn to, much more than submission itself. Guess that's how heterosexual switch is born. Interesting fact is i had these fantasies as long as i can remember, but i never even watched anything kinky until almost twenty years of age, and it was even later that i actually tried anything but pure vanilla. Well, and here i am now, with you guys

Kallis if you were given the chance, would you give yourself to a mistress with no limits. That would be her deal. Your mine but you will do everything I want, I own you body, you have no say at all!

Would you do it?

I would not Be able to pass up the chance so I would do it!

Lisa x

anything4utvbi wrote:Kallis if you were given the chance, would you give yourself to a mistress with no limits. That would be her deal. Your mine but you will do everything I want, I own you body, you have no say at all!

Would you do it?

I would not Be able to pass up the chance so I would do it!

Lisa x

I would not be able to say NO. I will do it without thinking twice