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Hello, I'm a slave and I think that every slave should be denied.
I want to be hard-trained to resist a long time without release. Now my longest time without any release is 40 days, but I want to increase it until at least 2 months (tomorrow it will be 4 weeks without release for me now and I'm very horny). Another my dream is to resist one whole year without a full orgasm, having just some ruined ones. I like very much nipple torture and cbt too.

Now I don't have a Mistress or a Master who controls me, so I have thought a game I could play by myself, using some dice.

Everyday I roll a dice twice: the first number is the number of edges I should do in that day; then I take the second number, multiply it to 10 and this number indicates the number of seconds that I should hold every edge in that day, and the number of seconds of break between the edges.
Then, if you want to post exciting pictures in this thread, I should hard slap my balls 5 times for every picture here.

Every week, I could have a chance to get a release, rolling two more dice, but I could start rolling this dice only after 4 weeks without relase at the beginning, so I have to be denied at least for a minimum of 4 weeks.
I should sum the two rolled numbers, and I could have a release if the sum is egual or upper than a bound: the first time the bound is 12, so I don't have a lot of chance to have a release. With the second tentative the bound is 11, with the third 10,..., with the 11th tentative the bound is 2 so I could be sure that I could have a release, after 14 weeks since the being of the game.
When I'm lucky and get a number egual or upper than the bound, every release should be a ruined orgasm. Perhaps I could roll another dice and see how many ruined orgasms I could have in a row. Then I should start again, and again... until I'll get a Mistress (or perhaps a Master) who wants to take care of me.

Let me know if you like it and give me some advices if you want. For the slaves... feel free to play this game yourself too.

Feel free to post pictures, please don't be too much hard :)

It seems to me that a slave should not seek to stretch his limits.
You should never become accustomed to long periods of denial.
It is better that you enter denial with fear and uncertainty,
Pleading: "I don't think I can do this!"
Then your master will smile and say: "But you will."

If you fail, that too is part of the game.
Don't practice too much.

I like your game. It's very well thought out.
It seems excruciatingly difficult.
I don't like to hurt people, but you're asking for it.
So I'll post a picture for you.

Thanks for your opinion, Oleander.
I'm playing this game now when I don't have a Mistress/Master. I'd be very happy to find one who could take care of me and decide how long I should be denied, tortured, punished,... and I'm searching one while playing the game,

Fortunately I don't see your picture, so still no ball slapping for me and today, after the edges I could roll the dice for the first tentative to have a release

I've finished the edges for today, and rolled the dice for a chance to have a release... 4 and 1, no release today, and no more chance for another week.
Now I've locked my cock in the chastity belt, it's so frustrating and I'm still very horny

Damn. I've never posted an image before.
Maybe I'll have better luck with a different host.

Thanks Oleander, now it's working.
I've just slapped my balls 5 times watching your animated picture: now I'm more horny than ever and I won't have any more chance to have a release for another week...

Hi TD,

very good game ....maybe I'll try!.



good slaps

suzzu wrote:Hi TD,

very good game ....maybe I'll try!.



good slaps

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Thanks for your pictures, suzzu.
Today I'm very horny, and after these balls slaps I'm having terrible blue balls.
It's better if I don't think how much hard it will be in the next days and weeks.

Hi TD,

you are really challenging yourself!

From my point of view starting directly with edging after rolling the dices is a bit quick.
I'd suggest to roll one dice first and this number times 100 is the number of strokes you have to do before you can start the edgings!
BTW: Of course no edging allowed during this strokings. If you need slow down or use a lighter grip.
Try to keep yourself close to an edge, but without really edging. I personally like that very much!
(I have to admit I'd use two dices and sum it up, this times 100 would be my number of strokes )

In case you like to give it a try tell us how you felt afterwards! I'm curious!

Regards
selfbound

selfbound, thanks for your picture here. My balls are getting more blue everyday, specially after some hard slaps...

Your advice is very nice: I should give it a try since tomorrow, rolling two more dice, summing the result and multiply it to 100, to decide how many strokes I should do before get to the edge.