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So I've decided to run an experiment of sorts. The experiment revolves around the Ask Miss Jay tease on Little Miss Jay's web site. The goal of the experiment is two-fold. The first, and primary reason, is so I have a reason for orgasm denial play. My cock is free enterprise without any female entrepreneurs seeking to claim, and I've gotten lazy in practicing my favorite fetish. The second goal is to see how giving the tease is. How many orgasms it would actually allow, or let alone just play time.

Oh, by the way, link! http://www.littlemissjay.com/t_askjay

In order to do this properly, I've decided to create a set of rules. There are two options: Ask to play and ask to cum. If I wanted I could keep asking to cum until I got permission. Not only does this not only make the experiment meaningless, but it's highly unrealistic. I'd imagine if I kept badgering a real life Mistress with requests for cum it would probably lead to increased discipline.

So the rules that I've crafted are this: I can only ask to play three times a day. Three's a good number. That's just play with my cock, according to the random tease that Ask Miss Jay generates. Some days it's only a few minutes and a few strokes. Other days it'll demand a dozen edges out of me. And then it might just say no.

I can only ask to cum, however, if I've already been granted permission to play. The logic behind this is that if my Mistress would say no to playing with my cock, she probably wouldn't want me cumming either. The time frame behind this experiment is 30 days.

The stats that I track are the times I've asked to play, the edges I've been required to perform, and whether I've been allowed or denied permission to play or to cum. Right now it is the end of day three, and I've yet to get permission for one orgasm. It's not that I haven't gotten a few chances, it's just each chance was denied.

I used up two of my chances to play hastily in hopes that they would be followed by orgasms. The first one that was poorly spent went at 2:13 AM. I was still up from the previous night, but I never said exactly what time of day I could use my requests at. Plus I was risking going to bed after performing a dozen edges. It's tricky trying to sleep while horny. And I was denied permission to cum just the same.

I've already used up my requests today. Hopefully tomorrow turns out better.

Oh...and raw data!

2/20/2012 - Day One (9 edges)

*3:47 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 5

Permission to cum, denied.

*7:01 PM
Permission to play, denied.

*10:34 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 0

Permission to cum, denied

2/21/2012 - Day Two (16 edges, 25 edges since last orgasm)

*12:32 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 14

Permission to cum, denied

*3:37 PM
Permission to play, denied

*10:32 PM
Permission to play, denied

2/22/2012 - Day Three (19 edges, 44 edges since last orgasm)

*2:13 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 15

Permission to cum, denied

*1:22 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 0

Permission to cum, denied

*3:20 PM
Permission to play, denied

Once I'm done with the whole experiment I'll see about averaging out the results of what Ask Miss Jay would allow over the course of thirty days of teasing.

And, of course, thank you Little Miss Jay for having an awesome web site available!

That's pretty neat, good luck!

I have a feeling the odds of cumming are close to nil.

Good luck to you!

Nes wrote:I have a feeling the odds of cumming are close to nil.

Good luck to you!

Maybe it isn't close to nil, maybe it IS nil!

omgimapotato99 wrote:

Nes wrote:I have a feeling the odds of cumming are close to nil.

Good luck to you!

Maybe it isn't close to nil, maybe it IS nil!

.... Who knows?!

Little Miss Jay x

Well, I can confirm that it is possible to cum. After reading this post, I went to the link and asked to play then asked if I could cum. I was allowed to :)

Though, I didn't actually cum because I'm technically not allowed to :(

denymepretty wrote:That's pretty neat, good luck!

Thanks! I'll do my best!

Little Miss Jay wrote:Having fun there Makarov?!

I'm looking forward to seeing your results hee hee!

*kisses*

Little Miss Jay x

Lots of fun!

Well...
As much fun a guy can have with two very aching testicles. And my cock constantly wants to be played with. Sitting still is getting tricky.

I was denied playtime again. I've got one more chance to request playtime today, but I think I'm going to save it for after work.

Nes wrote:I have a feeling the odds of cumming are close to nil.

Good luck to you!

I've tried it before, while not being in denial, and it was happy to let me cum! Now...not so much.

So I was good. I held back my desire to make my last request of Thursday too early. I waited until I came back from work, made my request and was granted permission to stroke, but it wasn't long before I was denied permission to cum again.

And that's when midnight rolls around. I'm sure it was desperation that made me use up one of my requests for day five barely more than an hour into Friday. And I was denied playtime.

If I wondered whether requesting permission so soon into the day was desperation, then I definitely don't have to question my desperation when I requested again an hour later. And was denied again.

Thirty minutes later I was back at the Ask Miss Jay page again. If I clicked on the request to play, it would make for the third request on Friday, and thus I wouldn't have a chance to touch until Saturday. A good...twenty hours away or so. My logic was that I was already digging a hole for myself, no reason to chance it.

And so I did.

And I was allowed to play!

It was amazing. I don't think I've been this horny in a long time. It demanded an edge immediately and after a few strokes I knew I'd be able to provide in a hurry. This was an edge counted by the seconds. Not even half a minute went by before I was already on the edge of orgasm. Only a few days earlier it would have taken somewhere between five and fifteen minutes, depending on my mood. Today it was seconds.

And then the stroking required after! It wasn't just edging. Stroking was terribly frustrating, holding myself back from really making it pleasurable because I knew if I did, I'd be right back at that edge.

Two more edges and playtime was over. It was short, but exciting. But now was the moment of truth. Whether my risk would fulfill itself with a very gratifying orgasm.

And even though I know that this is just a program, when I click to request permission to play, I'm silently begging for that permission. To cum, more of the same. Except I'm on edge. Two edges? The literal and the metaphorical? Whatever, I just wanted to cum!

Denied.

And that was that. My cock goes back into my pants, and has no chance to be played with until Saturday. Here's to Saturday!

It's been six days since I started this thing, so here is my Day Six report. Something to mention that I don't think I have: every chance to cum includes two edges. For that reason I separate the edges granted in play, and the edges required for a chance to cum.

Day Six Report

Zero orgasms out of a maximum of ten chances were granted
Ten play sessions out of a maximum of eighteen were granted

At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows orgasms 0% of the time
At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows playtime 55% of the time

Since the last orgasm, 69 edges have been granted, 49 through play
This averages to 4.9 edges per play session
The lowest number of edges was zero, the highest was 15

And the raw data:

02/23/2012 Day Four (8 edges, 52 since last orgasm)

*12:41 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 1

Permission to cum, denied

*3:07 PM
Permission to play, denied

*10:31 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 3

Permission to cum, denied

02/24/2012 Day Five (5 edges, 57 since last orgasm)

*1:14 AM
Permission to play, denied

*2:14 AM
Permission to play, denied

*2:40 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 3

Permission to cum, denied

02/25/2012 Day Six

*12:07 AM (12 edges, 69 since last orgasm)
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 3

Permission to cum, denied

*3:13 AM
Permission to play, denied

*3:34 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 5

Permission to cum, denied

I must confess, however, I did play once outside of normal allowed playtime. It was my one infraction, at least so far. Horny and desperate I decided to do one of milovana's webteases, but anything that required lengthy periods of stroking turned out to be off the table. It didn't take many strokes before I was on edge and my cock was throbbing like a well struck tuning fork and I was biting my lower lip to keep myself from cumming, which I succeeded at preventing.

Ultimately I kept myself from cumming partially because that would violate the interests of goal number 1 (I have no Mistress but my orgasms desire control), and also because I find it erotic to think of my cock as claimed territory. An outside force has seized control of it and has declared it hers, and all my interactions with her new cock are on her time. Just thinking of the concept is enough to get me excited.

So, if I really want to simulate my fantasy, albeit with a Virtual Miss Jay, then I must behave. For thirty days this is Virtual Miss Jay's cock and swollen, aching balls.

In the meantime, here's a toast to day 7! I haven't been granted orgasm yet, but it's bound to happen! Eventually...right?

Makarov wrote:
So, if I really want to simulate my fantasy, albeit with a Virtual Miss Jay, then I must behave. For thirty days this is Virtual Miss Jay's cock and swollen, aching balls.

In the meantime, here's a toast to day 7! I haven't been granted orgasm yet, but it's bound to happen! Eventually...right?

I love this! Hee hee!

The ask Miss Jay feature was written quite a while ago and with so many teases since... I'm not even sure what the odds of you cumming are!

I've been reading along and it's certainly been making me smile!

Little Miss Jay

Little Miss Jay wrote:I love this! Hee hee!

The ask Miss Jay feature was written quite a while ago and with so many teases since... I'm not even sure what the odds of you cumming are!

I've been reading along and it's certainly been making me smile!

Little Miss Jay

Glad you like!

It looks like all of my hopes for day seven were for naught. Complete denial! Not even playtime! This will make for over a full 24 hours without touching, and my already sore balls feel extra sensitive without some manner of gentle probing. At least the denial keeps me safe from your teasing time tasks.

Ummmm....here's hopin'...for day eight?

Day Nine Report

Two orgasms out of a maximum of Thirteen chances were granted
Thirteen play sessions out of a maximum of Twenty Seven were granted

At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows orgasms 15% of the time
At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows playtime 48% of the time

Since the last orgasm, 6 edges have been granted, 4 through play
A total of 86 edges were granted over the past 9 days, 60 through play
This averages to 2.22 edges per play session
The lowest number of edges was zero, the highest was 15

02/26/2012 Day Seven (0 edges, 69 since last orgasm)

*2:15 AM
Permission to play, denied

*3:16 AM
Permission to play, denied

*2:45 PM
Permission to play, denied

02/27/2012 Day Eight (4 edges, 2 orgasms)

*12:01 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 0

Permission to cum, allowed

*4:24 AM
Permission to play, denied

*4:49 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 7

Permission to cum, allowed

02/28/2012 Day Nine (6 edges, 6 since last orgasm)

*12:09 AM
Permission to play, denied

*12:47 AM
Permission to play, denied

*10:02 AM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 4

Permission to cum, denied

Not one, but two orgasms! Truly makes up for the full day of denial. Strange thing though: even though I got to cum not once, but twice, I was still very horny by the end of the day, eagerly anticipating playtime. Most likely due to the lack of choice. Before if I just wanted to play and cum I'd play and cum. There was no suspense involved in this decision. It's exciting to see if I can get permission, regardless of the outcome.

I've been thinking what I should do after day 30. I'm not sure. If I stick around with Virtual Miss Jay post day 30, I'm thinking I should add an escape clause so to speak. One that leaves room for play with Real Miss Jay's posts. Although that's probably a recipe for greater frustration.

Day Twelve Report

Two orgasms out of a maximum of Fourteen chances were granted
Fourteen play sessions out of a maximum of Thirty Six were granted

At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows orgasms 14% of the time
At this time, Virtual Miss Jay allows playtime 38% of the time

Since the last orgasm, 11 edges have been granted, 7 through play
A total of 91 edges were granted over the past 12 days, 63 through play
This averages to 1.75 edges per play session
The lowest number of edges was zero, the highest was 15

02/29/2012 Day Ten (0 edges, 6 since last orgasm)

*12:15 AM
Permission to play, denied

*1:40 PM
Permission to play, denied

*10:09 PM
Permission to play, denied

03/01/2012 Day Eleven (5 edges, 11 since last orgasm)

*12:58 AM
Permission to play, denied

*1:48 AM
Permission to play, denied

*3:12 PM
Permission to play, allowed
Edges: 3

Permission to cum, denied

03/02/2012 Day Twelve (0 edges, 11 since last orgasm)

*12:26 AM
Permission to play, denied

*3:09 AM
Permission to play, denied

*1:45 PM
Permission to play, denied

That was a lot of denied playtime. I must have made Virtual Miss Jay upset, but she lacks the capabilities of being amended to. Maybe there needs to be a function that allows me to show Virtual Miss Jay pictures of kittens.

I'm also wondering if I like complete denial. I've always considered tease and denial to always share the same space. You'll see the two of them always holding hands, eating lunch together and when at are party you'll never see one without the other. It's an assumption I made, possibly due to the fact that I learned about one through the other.

I think I like the teasing more. Long term denial makes me very unproductive, as I'm constantly thinking about stroking (if not allowed) or stroking with no hope of finishing (if touching is allowed). That's not related to the experiment, just something I thought of after getting denied nearly 100% of the time three days in a row.