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Good afternoon Milovana ,

Wow! I've been gone a long time. Didn't even realise it had been so long...
My heart was racing when I logged in because I was unsure if this was the right thing to do. I let you guys down when I left. It wasn't planned, believe me!
I left because I became unwell, everything seems ok now and I'm not going into details before anyone asks... That and having a full time job, being signed off and everything else was too much... A day turned into a week, a week into a month and before I knew it it's been a year.

I've been easing myself in gently, doing a few email requests here and there and some very casual teasing on another site that isn't really known for its teasing, but it kinda works. I won't be naming the site on here. A few of you have recognised me though so thank you to those who didn't run back here and post about it.

I'm not sure how much I will be posting... I still have a lot of fun playing with guys and teasing them but I'm not going to be tying myself into making up any new games at the moment... I may do in the future because I know I will find it hard to resist! Once a tease always a tease!
I've really missed you all but my life had to come first and I'm really sorry I couldn't have come and told you before... I felt really bad about it- I am human afterall.

Thank you for all of your messages and emails.

I will be online for the next few hours if anyone wants me

Lots of love

Little Miss Jay xxx

Great to have you back

(I'm one of the guys who discovered you :P)

denton wrote:Great to have you back

(I'm one of the guys who discovered you :P)

You certainly are and you and two others made me think about posting on here. Thanks for keeping my secret

Miss Jay x

Little Miss Jay wrote:Thanks for keeping my secret

Well, doing so would have been kinda rude

Wow, it's really good to hear from you!

When you disappeared like that I guess I assumed something along the lines you describe, but you always wonder. Great news that you are "back" in whatever extent you feel like and whatever that will prove to entail

Wow, what a pleasant surprise!

I'd heard you were unwell LMJ, although come to think of it I can't quite recall the source of such information. I'm glad to hear you're better and that you might even be considering a return to your former glory. Nobody has ever made my balls ache like you have, so if you're ever looking to flex those teasing muscles I'm sure the community here will accommodate you, not least of all me, in my devotion to participating in whatever trickery you might conjure up next.

What of Dan?

EDIT: And come to think of it, what of your website?

Wow! I can speak for myself to say what a wonderful surprise and more over, so glad to hear you are getting better!!!!

It goes without saying, you were missed and by all means, only go at a pace that is right for you!!!

All my best!

Wow! So happy to read your words, Miss! It is fabulous to know you are (getting) better! You must know you are still very loved, missed, cared for, & always have a special place here & with so many of us (I know for me anyways). It is VERY good to see you!!!!!

Please do not feel you 'let us down'. Yes, we were saddened, but the road of life has its twists and turns: We all must do what must be done in real life first/foremost. As long as YOU are well, happy, healing/healed, that is all that matters. I am ecstatic to read your words though and to know you are alright!

Reading that you are on the prowl, even for those lucky few, is a tease in itself... back to your teasing self! Yes, so many horny boys can be quite taxing, can't we? Now all seems as it should be.... Welcome back.

Carlcjjohnson wrote: What of Dan?

EDIT: And come to think of it, what of your website?

Dan is fine, he's in his final year of medical school now so he's got loads of exams coming up over the next few weeks.
The website is still going, nothing new has been added and I can't crrently take payments which has been annoying but Dan is looking into it, it's just a busy time for him.

Kneeforu, Janmb, Carl, JP and Dubble- Thanks for commenting on my thread, nice to see you guys are still active on here. It seems a lot quieter than what I remember!

Little Miss Jay x

les wrote:

*TTFN*
Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!

Little Miss Jay x

Little Miss Jay wrote:A little treat for those who have been missing me:

http://i.imgur.com/1Y3As.jpg

Little Miss Jay x

You make me want to do things I'm not allowed to do at the moment!

Little Miss Jay wrote:It seems a lot quieter than what I remember!

Little Miss Jay x

I've turned into a lurker!

and WOW! You look more fabulous than ever! So much for getting peaceful sleep tonight! *takes out your old lock & considers snapping it on!*

dubble wrote:
*takes out your old lock & considers snapping it on!*

You still haven't used it?

Little Miss Jay x