My life of denial
Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 3:08 am
Hello Milovana community,
I've been a long-time lurker of this site, and recently brought my girlfriend into the whole thing. I realized early on that she really got off on the whole tease and denial thing, and finally was brave enough to show her this site and agree that she was to decide if and when I got to orgasm. That having been said, I apologize that story writing is not my strong point, but I hope that I may hold some interest. To explain further, writing stories on here is not my idea, but my lovely girlfriend, Kacie's idea that I should fill you all in on our games a bit every time I disobey her, and I am happy to do as she asks.
So, when Kacie and I got together, we both kinda seemed to jump into the relationship headfirst. I was crazy about her from the beginning, but I had a hard time understanding why she fell for me so fast. I see myself as a pretty average guy, but Kacie is an absolute knockout, long blonde hair, bright blue eyes, and a killer body. We had only been seeing each other for a few weeks when we mutually decided that she should move into my place. Very quickly, we both agreed, but it just felt right for both of us, and it just keeps getting better every day.
It quickly became obvious that Kacie was quite dominant in our sex life, and I couldn't have been happier. Soon we got into bondage scenes and she liked tying me up and having her way with me as much as I like it, it seems. About a month ago, I showed her this site and we spent quite a while picking through the site. We checked out many of the teases, and I actually felt a flush of embarrassment when she asked and I admitted that I had followed many of the teases. She even made me point out some that I had done, and I have performed quite a few of the teases she selects for me in the past month.
Usually 4 or 5 nights a week finds me tied down, sometimes in the bed, sometimes on the kitchen table, sometimes on the living room floor at the foot of Kacie's chair. I am almost always naked in our home unless she allows me clothes for some reason. During these times, which last usually anywhere from an hour to 5-6 hours, Kacie will play with me and keep me VERY excited and desperate. I love giving her control of my orgasms, and she always teases me with the promise of a full, mind-blowing orgasm. I haven't had one full release since we started this game a few weeks ago, but I have received 2 ruined orgasms.
The first one was a couple weeks ago. Kacie had me tied to the kitchen table on my back. This was the first time she had tied me there, but it has since become about he favorite. She ties my arms and legs to each of the four table legs, with my head hanging off one side, and my cock and balls very vulnerable at the other side of the table. This night, while I was naked, she had changed into just a black lacey bra, black fishnet thigh highs, and a pink miniskirt. She had spent hours, with a barstool at either end of the table, going back and forth between teasing my cock and balls with her hands and mouth, and then having me lick her until she came while I calmed down. I love making her cum, and she had cum 7 times before she decided it was my turn. She informed me that I was allowe to cum whenever I wanted and began playing with me. She was wicked and unrelentless as she kept giggling and seemed to be enjoying keeping me right at the very edge of cumming for what seemed like forever! Finally, I felt my cum rising from my balls and knew I was gonna cum. Just as the first shot started, she let her hand slide completely off and with a giggle said, "Times up!" I thought I was gonna lose my mind! After a week without an orgasm, I was cumming....kinda. I had read about ruined orgasms, and had always wanted to try it, but never had the self control to go through with it. I lost it, begging, screaming, crying out as she just watched the cum seep out of me. It was crazy, I felt somewhat relieved, but without the pleasure of a real orgasm! After I calmed down a bit, Kacie had me lick her to one more orgasm before untying me so we could both take a shower and head to bed. I managed to regain my composure, and thanked her over and over for allowing me to cum!
I also had a ruined orgasm last night, that is the reason I am writing you tonight. I was on the floor at the foot of Kacie's recliner, with my legs spread out on each side of the chair. My wrists were tied behind my back with just enough rope to hold my arms securely at my sides. My beautiful Kacie was still dressed in blue jeans and a sweatshirt. Before she had restrained me, she had me remove her shoes and socks and give her a footrub. Then, I laid there as she rubbed and stroked my cock absentmindedly while watching tv. Any time I made a noise, she would squeeze my balls with her pretty painted toes and tell me to keep quiet. I struggled to keep quiet, even when I felt my orgasm building after a long, long time. She kept going and I started shooting cum. She immediately pulled her feet away and yelled at me furiously, not only did I not have permission to cum, she hadn't even gotten off yet. She then reached down and grabbed my balls, pulling down HARD while my orgasm shut down. She let me calm down for a minute and grabbed my cock, stroking it furiously. If I thought a ruined orgasm was bad, this was absolute torture, I was so oversensitive! I was crying and begging for her to stop! She finally did stop, grabbed some more rope, tying my ankles around the back over the chair and left me there with my own cum on me the whole night, only letting me loose just in time to leave for work this morning.
Tonight, she informed me that I was to write this story, and now I am to get to work making up for last night. Feel free to give us any input you desire on our story, Kacie says she also always appreciates any ideas on how to play with me
Thank you for your time,
Jack
I've been a long-time lurker of this site, and recently brought my girlfriend into the whole thing. I realized early on that she really got off on the whole tease and denial thing, and finally was brave enough to show her this site and agree that she was to decide if and when I got to orgasm. That having been said, I apologize that story writing is not my strong point, but I hope that I may hold some interest. To explain further, writing stories on here is not my idea, but my lovely girlfriend, Kacie's idea that I should fill you all in on our games a bit every time I disobey her, and I am happy to do as she asks.
So, when Kacie and I got together, we both kinda seemed to jump into the relationship headfirst. I was crazy about her from the beginning, but I had a hard time understanding why she fell for me so fast. I see myself as a pretty average guy, but Kacie is an absolute knockout, long blonde hair, bright blue eyes, and a killer body. We had only been seeing each other for a few weeks when we mutually decided that she should move into my place. Very quickly, we both agreed, but it just felt right for both of us, and it just keeps getting better every day.
It quickly became obvious that Kacie was quite dominant in our sex life, and I couldn't have been happier. Soon we got into bondage scenes and she liked tying me up and having her way with me as much as I like it, it seems. About a month ago, I showed her this site and we spent quite a while picking through the site. We checked out many of the teases, and I actually felt a flush of embarrassment when she asked and I admitted that I had followed many of the teases. She even made me point out some that I had done, and I have performed quite a few of the teases she selects for me in the past month.
Usually 4 or 5 nights a week finds me tied down, sometimes in the bed, sometimes on the kitchen table, sometimes on the living room floor at the foot of Kacie's chair. I am almost always naked in our home unless she allows me clothes for some reason. During these times, which last usually anywhere from an hour to 5-6 hours, Kacie will play with me and keep me VERY excited and desperate. I love giving her control of my orgasms, and she always teases me with the promise of a full, mind-blowing orgasm. I haven't had one full release since we started this game a few weeks ago, but I have received 2 ruined orgasms.
The first one was a couple weeks ago. Kacie had me tied to the kitchen table on my back. This was the first time she had tied me there, but it has since become about he favorite. She ties my arms and legs to each of the four table legs, with my head hanging off one side, and my cock and balls very vulnerable at the other side of the table. This night, while I was naked, she had changed into just a black lacey bra, black fishnet thigh highs, and a pink miniskirt. She had spent hours, with a barstool at either end of the table, going back and forth between teasing my cock and balls with her hands and mouth, and then having me lick her until she came while I calmed down. I love making her cum, and she had cum 7 times before she decided it was my turn. She informed me that I was allowe to cum whenever I wanted and began playing with me. She was wicked and unrelentless as she kept giggling and seemed to be enjoying keeping me right at the very edge of cumming for what seemed like forever! Finally, I felt my cum rising from my balls and knew I was gonna cum. Just as the first shot started, she let her hand slide completely off and with a giggle said, "Times up!" I thought I was gonna lose my mind! After a week without an orgasm, I was cumming....kinda. I had read about ruined orgasms, and had always wanted to try it, but never had the self control to go through with it. I lost it, begging, screaming, crying out as she just watched the cum seep out of me. It was crazy, I felt somewhat relieved, but without the pleasure of a real orgasm! After I calmed down a bit, Kacie had me lick her to one more orgasm before untying me so we could both take a shower and head to bed. I managed to regain my composure, and thanked her over and over for allowing me to cum!
I also had a ruined orgasm last night, that is the reason I am writing you tonight. I was on the floor at the foot of Kacie's recliner, with my legs spread out on each side of the chair. My wrists were tied behind my back with just enough rope to hold my arms securely at my sides. My beautiful Kacie was still dressed in blue jeans and a sweatshirt. Before she had restrained me, she had me remove her shoes and socks and give her a footrub. Then, I laid there as she rubbed and stroked my cock absentmindedly while watching tv. Any time I made a noise, she would squeeze my balls with her pretty painted toes and tell me to keep quiet. I struggled to keep quiet, even when I felt my orgasm building after a long, long time. She kept going and I started shooting cum. She immediately pulled her feet away and yelled at me furiously, not only did I not have permission to cum, she hadn't even gotten off yet. She then reached down and grabbed my balls, pulling down HARD while my orgasm shut down. She let me calm down for a minute and grabbed my cock, stroking it furiously. If I thought a ruined orgasm was bad, this was absolute torture, I was so oversensitive! I was crying and begging for her to stop! She finally did stop, grabbed some more rope, tying my ankles around the back over the chair and left me there with my own cum on me the whole night, only letting me loose just in time to leave for work this morning.
Tonight, she informed me that I was to write this story, and now I am to get to work making up for last night. Feel free to give us any input you desire on our story, Kacie says she also always appreciates any ideas on how to play with me
Thank you for your time,
Jack
Hope to let him complete it by the weekend, unless we get a lot more requests, lol. Any other ideas in the meantime?
