My first experience with Orgasm denial
Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 2:52 am
I just finished a 2 week orgasm denial period...didnt intend the duration, it just happened. Also didnt intend to break it, but had an accident.
I've had 5-7 days without orgasms, with teasing before, but this was different.
Thoughts:
Around the 10 day mark, my desire to have an orgasm vanished. Like I would have been happy to spend my future life without an orgasm.
This is also the time when my horniness went through the roof. I was thinking about eating pussy *constantly*. Watched loads of facesitting videos in tease sessions.
It was also easier to reach and edge and not orgasm (I mentioned my loss of deisre to havea an orgasm). However, I did not try to ride and edge as I was afraid of accidents.
The accident occurred unintentionally and unexpectedly. I was doing a sequence of close edges after a long tease session. I thought I was ok, hands off as usual, but then the electricity sensation started coursing through the penis. Usually it subsides, but this time it kept building up. And up. after about 4 seconds with no contact, the accident.
Someone mentioned depression after breaking denial, and I did notice that after the orgasm. I attribute this to the post orgasm crash, and the brain having lost it coping conditioning. After further orgasms however, the brain seems to have readjusted.
I've had 5-7 days without orgasms, with teasing before, but this was different.
Thoughts:
Around the 10 day mark, my desire to have an orgasm vanished. Like I would have been happy to spend my future life without an orgasm.
This is also the time when my horniness went through the roof. I was thinking about eating pussy *constantly*. Watched loads of facesitting videos in tease sessions.
It was also easier to reach and edge and not orgasm (I mentioned my loss of deisre to havea an orgasm). However, I did not try to ride and edge as I was afraid of accidents.
The accident occurred unintentionally and unexpectedly. I was doing a sequence of close edges after a long tease session. I thought I was ok, hands off as usual, but then the electricity sensation started coursing through the penis. Usually it subsides, but this time it kept building up. And up. after about 4 seconds with no contact, the accident.
Someone mentioned depression after breaking denial, and I did notice that after the orgasm. I attribute this to the post orgasm crash, and the brain having lost it coping conditioning. After further orgasms however, the brain seems to have readjusted.