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Hiya boys, I'm back!

I've been gone for a while, for many reasons, but now I'm hoping to get into Milovana again. I'm not sure if I'll make anymore teases, but I think instead I’ll tease and humiliate you boys on here. If you do a good job and please me, I might even speak to you privately by email or msn.

So, who wants to impress me? Who wants to earn my attention? You're going to have to prove you want to serve a beautiful Goddess if you answered yes to the above questions. So here's my task for you:

I want you boys to go and find some porn, at least twenty minutes in length. Then you're going to jerk off, but not cum. Not until right at the very end, that is. I want you to last as long as you can. The longer the better.

Excited?

I bet, but oopsie, I think I forgot to mention something. Want to know what? Hee-hee. You have to jerk it to GAY porn!

Now, after you've done your task, you come back here and leave me a detailed report. Tell me what video you watched, what it was like, how long it was, how long it took you to cum, and especially how you felt masturbating to gay porn. Remember: detailed! One liners will be ignored. If you're too embarrassed to post here, I suppose you can PM me, but beware I will not be as impressed.

So boys, you ready to prove yourselves to me? *giggle* Have fun jerkin it to dudes!

Welcome back to Milovana Little_Lily.

Nice to see a Domme returning. Have fun.

Dix.

Welcome Back Little Lily,
I would like to do the task for you, but I (have to) wait until Nadine allows to touch myself again.
(Perhaps esp. (or only) because I haven't touched myself for 18 days.)
I like your forum animation pic, it's sooooo hot.

Welcome back! I won't be able to do that task, because I'm occupied with Mistress Jenifer's Denial Trial (over here: http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=1&t=6911), but I'm glad to see one more Domme having fun with us strokers here.

It's nice to see you here, Little Lily - I read your webteases a while ago and wished you'd come back! So I couldn't say no to this one.

And I'm glad I did - much more than I was expecting to, I sort-of enjoyed this! The movie I watched was 60 minutes, although some of that was just bad acting. ;) There was well over 40 minutes of sex in there, anyway. The title was 'Schoolboy Crush' (and that's where the embarassment suddenly comes in). I found it online, here.

As for how it felt masturbating for gay porn, well I have all sorts of feelings! I was excited to be following along, so I was already erect and in the mood. It was wierd, at least, throughout. I have once or twice had slight bisexual leanings before so I wasn't horrified, but certainly surprised that I stayed in that mood. I didn't cum until the end, but I was ready to, about five minutes into the firt sex scene. So I was surprised by how much fun that was! Once I had edged, I started to 'let go' and just genuinely enjoy it, and of course enjoyed the submissive feelings of edging. Again, the gay feelings aren't completely new to me, so I am probably a poor subject for this thread! It was an interesting and very uncomfortable experience, but honestly most of that discomfort came in at the moment of orgasm, and then whilst typing this!

Well I hope that's enough details for you, Lily. Now I'm off to drink beer and watch football. And monster trucks.

*giggles at Ford* Aww, feeling a little queer, are you? Need to reaffirm your "masculinity"?

I resent those inverted commas!

And, yeah a little.

I resent those inverted commas!

I bet you do.

Welcome back! It's great to see you have returned, You were always one of my favorites. Unfortunately, I can't do your task right now because I'm doing Mistress Jenifer's denial game, but I really wish I could!

Wish I could play along, but I'm about a week into a lengthy denial period. Gonna be a while before I cum. Maybe I can participate next time.

Would have definitely been interesting, since I don't ordinarily watch gay porn. Definitely will watch the thread to see how it goes though.


Have fun Lily!

Hello, Ms. Lily.

I've also completed the assignment. I went to youporn, where I eventually found a video titled 'Punishment for the Bad Boy', which I thought might have a harsher edge to it. There was very little of that. The top is very directive at the beginning, but it's mostly a make-out movie, heaviest on the oral sex. (The top even favors the sub with a blow job, which I found less appealing than when the sub was blowing the top.) The video's about 22 minutes long and I managed to hold out and cum at the very end of it.

I felt embarrassed and aroused. Embarrassed at the (very remote) chance of being caught, of sitting here as a straight man watching two guys have sex and rubbing myself while I watch two men have a long, involved sexual session. I totally identified with the sub, to the point that even when I tried to will myself into the top's position, envisioning myself being sucked off, I kept slipping out of that role and into the more submissive persona. There was also some embarrassment at having been maneuvered into this situation (particularly as easily as it was done). Both forms of embarrassment probably contributed to my arousal, as did the fact that I rubbed myself all through the video, frequently having to slow down and ease up my grip so as not to cum before the end of the video. By the end, I was incredibly turned on, and the knowledge that it was because I'd watched gay porn was very intense. It's definitely an experience I'm going to remember.

Tee-hee. I love humiliating you silly little boys. Trainable, you should be embrrassed. No real straight guy would jerk off to GAY porn, no matter who told him to do it. I think you need to reconsider your sexual orientation.

Yes, Ms. Lily. You make a strong argument.

Hi Miss Lily,

I was a little hesitant at the start but i decided to throw all caution to the wind and give it a go. I loaded up the video entitled "Football Star" which was around 30 mins. I felt a bit awkward jerking to this, especially at the badly scripted foreplay scene. but after the 10 min mark i just powered through it. I felt more embarrassed than turned on, but i knew this was something i had to complete. At times i just got softer and had to go faster and harder to keep it up. I found it hard to cum at the end of the video and i had a completely weak and unsatisfactory orgasm. This was the most humiliating thing I've ever done and im still not 100% sure why i did it.

This was the most humiliating thing I've ever done and im still not 100% sure why i did it.

You did it because you're a silly little wanker and I told you to. That's why!