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Hi there folks!

Like many of you, I've been a T&D fan for a number of years. Recently, I stumbled across Stacie's thread titled "Hi all", and had a great time following it. That thread gave me an idea, which is what inspired this project of mine.

Rather than present a lengthy back-story, here's the Cliff's Notes version: Stacie wasn't allowed to cum until two things happened. She needed to get permission to cum from a tease and then permission from her husband.

I'm single, and don't have (or want, really) a Domme. But I do know how to improvise, so the wheels in my head spun, and I came up with this idea.

The Blueballs Project
I knew I wanted a random element factoring into things. So, I headed over to one of the many "random number" sites, and generated a number between 20 and 50. My result was 27. This number represents the number of teases that I must complete before getting to cum. Could be better; could be worse. Thanks to real-world committments, 27 is going to take me a while.

I must complete a number of teases, without having an orgasm. Even if a tease tells me to cum, I'm not allowed to, until I've completed the required number of teases. Once I've completed the required number, I'm not allowed to cum yet. After 27, I can't have an orgasm until a tease lets me cum.

To keep things honest, teases 28 & up must be teases that I have not previously done. Maybe I get lucky, maybe not. This could take a while

Officially, the "Project" started about an hour ago, when I did the first tease of my blueball journey.

Tease #1
I picked a tease that I'd never done before, Little Miss Jay's self-titled "Little Miss Jay"
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=2334

I didn't know that this tease would

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have me edging hourly for the rest of the day

. As I'm intentionally trying to frustrate myself, it looks like this was a good place to start. Also, let me just say that Miss Jay has one rockin' hot body. Wow! I'll totally be daydreaming about her legs & spectacular breasts for the rest of the day

EDIT: I would have had time today to do another tease or two, but I don't feel that it would be right to do any more teases until I've completed the instructions from the spoiler. Guess I can't do another tease until tomorrow at the earliest. Argh!

Getting to 27 is going to be such sweet agony! Wish me luck, or suffering...or whatever. Comments welcome!

very cool idea!

yeah that is a good idea, let us know how you progress..Getting that tease really was a stroke of something lol.. do you just pick the random tease that is showing or do have a more subtle procedure.

blueballedguy wrote:very cool idea!

Thanks!


In other news, I'm now 2 hours into 'the rest of my', and following the instructions from Tease #1. I know, for sure, that I'm going to be awake for at least 12 more hours, so this is going to be a long day as I continue to edge hourly, per the instructions. I totally made this face when I read her instructions, as it wasn't even lunchtime yet.

whacker44 wrote:yeah that is a good idea, let us know how you progress..Getting that tease really was a stroke of something lol.. do you just pick the random tease that is showing or do have a more subtle procedure.

I definitely will keep updating the thread as I go along. Since I don't have time to "play" everyday, this will take a while. I was hoping to do two or three teases today to get a nice start on things...but so much for that plan.

I'm picking the teases, at least for the first 27. 28+ will be randomly chosen, using a random number generator to tell me which page & which tease on that page.

I've seen many of Miss Jay's posts. I knew her teases were popular, but hadn't done any of them. I was sure they'd be worth doing, and this one was. I'll definitely be doing her other teases sometime during the run to 27.

Picking that one first was definitely good/bad. I may not have gotten to end up doing as many teases as I wanted today...but I did want to end up horny, frustrated & get my balls aching, so in that regard I'm well on my way.

Tease #2
"Krissy will tease you to the edge", another tease that I hadn't done before
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showf ... p?id=10140

Well, Krissy has amazing tits, and I had no trouble getting to the edge while staring at 'em. Lost count of how many edges I ended up doing in total.

Probably won't have time to do any more teases today , but tomorrow I should have several hours to spend, and I'm thinking about doing several of my favorite teases. Tomorrow ought to be fun. Frustrating, but fun!

Well, well, well...lucky me. I managed to find a little more time today to do some stroking. Yay!

Tease #3
"Games Room - Dice Game", a tease which I've done before, enjoy a lot , and have in my favorites
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=3613

As the name implies, this tease has randomness to it, and varies each time. On the third dice roll, my lucky number came up, and I was told to cum. But...I'm not allowed to cum yet Here I am, three teases into this, and I've already missed out on an orgasm.

It took literally like 2 minutes for the lucky number to come up, so I wanted to play some more. I decided to do the tease a second time. But I am not counting my repeating the tease as one of the 27 that I need to do.

On the replay, the game lasted much longer, which is what I was hoping for. Ended up enduring some pain on that second go-round, highlighted by smacking my cock 20 times, and 70 shots to my balls.

Luckily for me, I enjoy ballbusting Nothing quite like taking repeated shots to the nuts...especially when you're looking forward to making them ache for several weeks.

As the second go-round progressed...you guessed it, I earn a second orgasm that I have to miss out on.

No more time for me to stroke today, but I should have plenty of time tomorrow morning to tease myself into a horny stupor. 'Till then, I'm off; gonna suffer through the rest of the day trying not to think about my aching nutsack.

Oh, dear God. My cock is so sore right now! I just finished a marathon, two tease session.

Tease #4
"Stroke for Ashlynn" - one of my favorites, that never disappoints & always leaves me horny
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9346

After warming up with Ashlynn, I set about the job at hand of tormenting my balls, sending myself to the wonderful state of blueballed bliss. Which brings us to the next stop in my journey...

Tease #5
"Gemma Commands" - which is probably my favorite tease out of all the choices on Milovana
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showf ... p?id=11065
I highly recommend Gemma, especially if you want to feel frustrated. Both of these teases were written by Nezhul, and I'm fond of all of Nezhul's work.

The Gemma tease, has lots of options. Knowing that I had lots of time to play, and a strong desire to ache, I made it challenging. I chose these options:

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"Deny me", "Very long", "stroking", "edging", "edge holding", and "head play". So, I basically picked every option except for "anal".

With my chosen options, I stroked & stroked, edged, ached, edged some more, and stroked again & again...for well over an hour. My balls ache, my hand is sore, and my cock is still throbbing.

Getting to 27 is going to be tougher than I thought. I'm only at 5, and I'd really like to cum right now

No more teases for me today, even though I still have time. I'm just too sore right now. Not rubbed raw, but quite sore.

Tonight, before bed, I owe Ashlynn 5 more edges. Should be fun, and that will definitely send me off to dreamland in a naughty state of mind. Over the weekend & the next week, I'm going to be rather busy. Don't quite know when I'll have time to sit down for my next tease. In the interim, I'll be finding time in my busy days to edge at least 5, hopefully 10 times each day. So my balls will just get bluer, even though I won't be getting any closer to completing my 27 tease (minimum) journey.

Came to do my daily forum reading, and had a few private moments, so I squeezed in some stroking.

Tease #6
"Pull It Out And Lets Get Started"
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=11646

This is an audio tease, and was just released today. So, time to use the spoiler button...

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She's pretty vulgar, which I like...but it might not be to some people's tastes. This tease lets you cum, but I didn't. Long way to go yet before I can cum

After an Easter Sunday spent in which I edged a dozen times or so, I felt like concluding my weekend with some guided play. So, it was time to do another tease. I'm leaking pre-cum like a faucet though, so nothing too difficult tonight.

Tease #7
"Wankaholics Anonymous"
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=3562

Short, simple, and it fit "today" since I'd been doing some thinking along similar lines.

Ugh, 20 more teases to go ... until I finally might get to cum from a randomly selected tease. This is gonna be harder than I thought!

Not much stroking for me this evening, only a little. Lots of ball play though, courtesy of:
Tease #8
"Liz will break your balls even more"
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=7101

Let me just say, "Ouch!"

But I will definitely be doing that tease again, since I'm a glutton for punishment. Either that, or I'm a moron...

Tease #9
Blue Ballin'
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... id=240&p=1

All I can say is that Mz_Teneale's tease just pushed me to the breaking point. *whimper* I was still sore from last night and just added to my agony.

Hopefully, the next few teases I do are just stroking...I'm not sure my balls can take much more punishment right now Oh well. I'm a big boy; I'll manage.

I'm off to figure out which tease will be the next one to put me through my paces.

Tease #10
"Cum for Aurora"
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showflash.php?id=9698

Phew, I found a redlight/greenlight tease...a genre that I've always enjoyed. Wish there were more of 'em.

This tease wants you to cum...but naturally I didn't; used the opportunity to edge several times instead of cumming. Really like that this tease lets you restart, which makes for prolonged fun, especially if you don't want to cum

The leaky faucet is now a slow drip. Not constant, but almost. Definitely getting sensitive down there!

That's enough stroking for now, off to do some forum reading.

Later

Sigh. Due to an unforeseen, messy accident, this journey has gone awry.

Gonna take a break from these little games with myself, while I plan my next sexual adventure.