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I'm new here by the way, I originally was just gonna say hi but it so happens that allot was going on tonight, sooooo, I thought I would share my, well rather embarrassing tale as a way of breaking the ice :) But firsts things firsts. It's good to meet you all, I look forward to chatting with you and being a proactive part of the community. This place has already included everything I could want in the way of fun, and I plan on having some. So again, hello. So, on with the tale. I went to bed really tired, but also, kind of horny. I had this dream of this girl I knew, she was making me lay in bed, dressed up as a young girl. She was chastising me for something, I cant remember. In the dream I was afraid....I suddenly woke up and realized I felt warm...I looked down....I had wet the bed out of fear :O I felt so embarrassed. now you know a little about me, even allot after that little story lol. Well I better get back to sleep. Night all.

Welcome to Milo darlin *smile*

So it begs a wonder....what scared you more...the fact that you were dressed up the way you were, or that she was chastising you?

Hi shell :)

Well, being dressed up like that was definitely embarrassing!!! but what scared me was her chastising me. I have always kind of been afraid of a tough woman and the girl in my dream was like this girl way back in 8th grade that used to scare me to death. I liked her and feared her allot (she beat me up once for calling her a dirty word), and this girl reminded me of her. I still cant believe I...wet the bed.... years later and she still seems to have control over me lol

N.E.D. wrote:Hi shell :)

Well, being dressed up like that was definitely embarrassing!!! but what scared me was her chastising me. I have always kind of been afraid of a tough woman and the girl in my dream was like this girl way back in 8th grade that used to scare me to death. I liked her and feared her allot (she beat me up once for calling her a dirty word), and this girl reminded me of her. I still cant believe I...wet the bed.... years later and she still seems to have control over me lol

I think what you need is to discover whether you need to find someone to replace the control that she has, giving it to Someone else. Or see if controlling someone gives you a feeling of finally being free of the past.

Either way, it's always a good thing to let the past stay in the past, where it belongs. *smile*

I mean I wasnt like, not enjoying it...It's hard to explain. I dont dislike her, I always had a crush on her and that's just kinda who she was, besides I deserved it lol. At any-rate it's not like a skeletons in the closet thing, something that I'm beset by, just unfortunately something that turned out.....wetter.......than I wanted it to. To be honest, I kinda wish that someday I will run into her again *blush*, even if she still could probably take me....... lol.

N.E.D. wrote:I mean I wasnt like, not enjoying it...It's hard to explain. I dont dislike her, I always had a crush on her and that's just kinda who she was, besides I deserved it lol. At any-rate it's not like a skeletons in the closet thing, something that I'm beset by, just unfortunately something that turned out.....wetter.......than I wanted it to. To be honest, I kinda wish that someday I will run into her again *blush*, even if she still could probably take me....... lol.

Ah ha! The plot thickens! *grin* Have you thought of this...what if you were to see her on the street...or even more intense..saw her, she saw you and walked towards you........and what if....you had an accident...right there in public...with her watching??? *grin*

OMG... I..... I dont know what she would do..I, I dont know what I would do......that would be sooooo embarrassing.....She would laugh at me maybe, or maybe be disgusted.....I dont know what I would do, probably run away......yeah, most likely leave very quickly.

N.E.D. wrote:OMG... I..... I dont know what she would do..I, I dont know what I would do......that would be sooooo embarrassing.....She would laugh at me maybe, or maybe be disgusted.....I dont know what I would do, probably run away......yeah, most likely leave very quickly.

Well...*wicked smile*...hopefully you won't find yourself looking over your shoulder...looking in crowds, all the time now..............never knowing.........will I see her today....and if I do.............what will happen. *wicked smile grows*

What a cute story!! Thanks for telling it

Tell us if it happens again!

Shell, your a mind NINJA <.< >.> I have been thinking about that all day. And Pink, embarrassing as it may be, I will share again if it happens, but usually dose not, not since I was like 4........... I cant believe it happened 18 years later...

N.E.D. wrote:Shell, your a mind NINJA <.< >.> I have been thinking about that all day. And Pink, embarrassing as it may be, I will share again if it happens, but usually dose not, not since I was like 4........... I cant believe it happened 18 years later...

I don't know about a mind NINJA...but I do like to fuck with minds. *wicked smile*

I love dreams! They're fantastic, and sometimes surprising in their nature. Though I don't remember waking up to find a wet bed, your dream did remind me of a dream I had that I completely forgot about.

I was a waiter at an art gallery featuring contemporary art for a group of women. I don't remember if I was wearing a shirt or not, or shoes, but I do remember I was wearing a mini-skirt. This didn't appear to exist as something to necessarily cover me as my junk was hanging below the...hem? Is that what it's called? Anyway! I'm doing the waiter (waitress?) thing, when suddenly I discover that my mini-skirt uniform is unnecessary, that I could wear jeans if I want. So I go back to my room to change, but when I do I get cornered in there by a beautiful woman from the art gallery. The last thing I remember from the dream is feeling very vulnerable to her advances. And then I woke up.

I saw a cute girl at the mall today that resembled her, I sat there and looked at her and said to myself "See, she looks liker her and I dont feel the urge to pee" Of course as soon as I said that, I had to pee, so I ran to the bathroom. Could just be a coincidence.......I have been thinking about this allot as of late. I tried to recall the dream the other night, I almost wanted to revisit it but I am soooo concerned that I might wet again. Right now I am more concerned with a self for filling prophecy so I am gonna try not to think about it...which is hard.....impossible. Is it sad that In a fantasy, wetting myself for her amusement is sexy, but in real life, I'm scare to death. I have had little fixations like this happen before but never with wetting.........it's so embarrassing........

N.E.D. wrote:I saw a cute girl at the mall today that resembled her, I sat there and looked at her and said to myself "See, she looks liker her and I dont feel the urge to pee" Of course as soon as I said that, I had to pee, so I ran to the bathroom. Could just be a coincidence.......I have been thinking about this allot as of late. I tried to recall the dream the other night, I almost wanted to revisit it but I am soooo concerned that I might wet again. Right now I am more concerned with a self for filling prophecy so I am gonna try not to think about it...which is hard.....impossible. Is it sad that In a fantasy, wetting myself for her amusement is sexy, but in real life, I'm scare to death. I have had little fixations like this happen before but never with wetting.........it's so embarrassing........

Thanks for keeping us posted

maybe a cup of water before you go to sleep will help you enjoy a similar dream again!

N.E.D. wrote:I saw a cute girl at the mall today that resembled her, I sat there and looked at her and said to myself "See, she looks liker her and I dont feel the urge to pee" Of course as soon as I said that, I had to pee, so I ran to the bathroom. Could just be a coincidence.......I have been thinking about this allot as of late. I tried to recall the dream the other night, I almost wanted to revisit it but I am soooo concerned that I might wet again. Right now I am more concerned with a self for filling prophecy so I am gonna try not to think about it...which is hard.....impossible. Is it sad that In a fantasy, wetting myself for her amusement is sexy, but in real life, I'm scare to death. I have had little fixations like this happen before but never with wetting.........it's so embarrassing........

It's going to be very hard not to think about this...........when I keep reminding you. *wicked smile*
I bet the next time you look into a crowd, you will see someone else who looks like her and that need to pee will happen so fast that.......I can't help but wonder if you will get your fly open, your cock out, before the stream starts flowing. *wicked smile grows*