The plea.
Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 12:05 am
(This post will be written in stages in effort to produce the best results - once it' complete there will be a note saying so exactly under these brackets)
-Finished.
{In my ears} *After a quarter of an hour with the vibrating lime toy humming underneath me sitting in-front of a blank 'post a new topic' page i decide i should first introduce the topic to the entire site's community*
Well..... *Breaths deeply and feels the humming amplified within me as i inhale*.........
After a short chat with Morbid i went to talk and even ask shell about Lady X.. which in turn said Lady X is craving to have me crushed by Her awe.....
Sooner then i could imagine my hopes started inflating a balloon of fantasies.....still drifting aimlessly inside my Pandora's box.......
A day before today, i wrote on ballsfull's topic (which he has offered me to participate) the main reason why i can not join the list....
Lady X picked up on the very small almost hidden letters composing Her name which i have daringly wrote...
Today..... i logged as i do daily into the chat........got bored and opened another window on my computer...
As soon as i return my mind and spirit were struck my the density of Lady X's presence i immediately dropped almost falling to my knees and begging for Her attention..........
She in return showed me a small demonstration of what's installed for me................
With a few beats of my heart missed my briefs needing to be washed and my toes twitching uncontrolled i found myself begging Her to be allowed and publish my soft and hard limits and my wishes for Her (what i can hope to be given by Her).................
It is now 55 minutes i am posed like this and again i need to change my panties...... i will right after i finish the finishes of this post.
It is now exactly an hour after i set to sit as instructed by my Lady.....
i will now fold myself to sleep... hide my shame filled briefs and vibe.... Good night my Lady, good night everyone *Stands up and walk to my bed in my mind are racing two words repeatedly and rapidly echoing and numbing my thought* "Thank Y/you(Lady X and shell)"
First edit; a five minute long new colour picking.. Although for me the background so gray and not white, i've darkened the tone a little
Second edit; i sit to continue the editing and realise what i'm listening to is....................... inappropriate........... to say the least
The humming continues as i search for a more suitable tune on my folder..............past a quarter of an hour since i've begun the writing.... not a single stain yet under me... but i find something..... better.......
i will now list the things that i will under no circumcision do
Hard limits:
i will not make any sexual contact with animals and children or elderly... of any age.
i will not expose a single detail that might expose me.
i will not make contact with anyone from the web other then typed words.
i will not damage or hurt myself(excluding limited physical pain) or anyone.
i will not change my appearance, only in the confined space of my room.
i will not meet anyone i do not know.
i will not eat or drink anything risky and/or weird
No urine, blood or scat what-so-ever
This is it for now, after 45 minute of sitting with the humming bird pinned under me..... still there is no sign of dampness
..............
The boiler by now finished heating the water i'm about to shower in..... and now i'll be off....
i will continue adding more limits hard or soft when they pop into my mind
Third edit; *sitting still in complete silent i only here the buzzing of the vibe leaning with only it's tip against my clit i try rushing thighs up by twitching and pressing it harder against me in vain... i am still bone dry and senseless.. only my spine now feels the chill crawling chill swirling at it's bottom*
i will now list the things that i never tried and i fear doing
Soft limits:
Flashing
Humiliation
Public (not hidden) sexual actions
Cum eating/drinking
Intense pain
Pain to my sensitive areas
This list is a harder list to fill since my mind is quite open to most things but i do fear them at some level... please Lady X forgive me if i will on our next meetings find a thing you command me to do having to be added to my soft limits list.. or removed from it
This is my forth and last edit of this post of the topic, excluding the listing..
*Settles down and the humming begins like a small sax' blown between my thighs vibrating the skin and muscles giving a soothing sensation i could get used to very happily*
i am expected to write my wishes and hopes for Lady X and what i want Her to force me to do......
i sat like thinking and thinking for almost an hour was my briefs started getting moister as my mind drifted in thoughts and came to conclude i can not write anything at the matter.. i will happily oblige myself to Lady X and will let her lust lead me to any direction i'll be lead by my thirst for excitement...
Lady X........... i ask of You only this................. do with me as You please................... conduct the orchestra of sensations You want me to play for You......... please...... and thank You, *over again and again like a broken CD i mindlessly repeat the words* thank You, thank You

lily
-Finished.
{In my ears} *After a quarter of an hour with the vibrating lime toy humming underneath me sitting in-front of a blank 'post a new topic' page i decide i should first introduce the topic to the entire site's community*
Well..... *Breaths deeply and feels the humming amplified within me as i inhale*.........
After a short chat with Morbid i went to talk and even ask shell about Lady X.. which in turn said Lady X is craving to have me crushed by Her awe.....
Sooner then i could imagine my hopes started inflating a balloon of fantasies.....still drifting aimlessly inside my Pandora's box.......
A day before today, i wrote on ballsfull's topic (which he has offered me to participate) the main reason why i can not join the list....
Lady X picked up on the very small almost hidden letters composing Her name which i have daringly wrote...
Today..... i logged as i do daily into the chat........got bored and opened another window on my computer...
As soon as i return my mind and spirit were struck my the density of Lady X's presence i immediately dropped almost falling to my knees and begging for Her attention..........
She in return showed me a small demonstration of what's installed for me................
With a few beats of my heart missed my briefs needing to be washed and my toes twitching uncontrolled i found myself begging Her to be allowed and publish my soft and hard limits and my wishes for Her (what i can hope to be given by Her).................
It is now 55 minutes i am posed like this and again i need to change my panties...... i will right after i finish the finishes of this post.
It is now exactly an hour after i set to sit as instructed by my Lady.....
i will now fold myself to sleep... hide my shame filled briefs and vibe.... Good night my Lady, good night everyone *Stands up and walk to my bed in my mind are racing two words repeatedly and rapidly echoing and numbing my thought* "Thank Y/you(Lady X and shell)"
First edit; a five minute long new colour picking.. Although for me the background so gray and not white, i've darkened the tone a little
Second edit; i sit to continue the editing and realise what i'm listening to is....................... inappropriate........... to say the least
The humming continues as i search for a more suitable tune on my folder..............past a quarter of an hour since i've begun the writing.... not a single stain yet under me... but i find something..... better.......
i will now list the things that i will under no circumcision do
Hard limits:
i will not make any sexual contact with animals and children or elderly... of any age.
i will not expose a single detail that might expose me.
i will not make contact with anyone from the web other then typed words.
i will not damage or hurt myself(excluding limited physical pain) or anyone.
i will not change my appearance, only in the confined space of my room.
i will not meet anyone i do not know.
i will not eat or drink anything risky and/or weird
No urine, blood or scat what-so-ever
This is it for now, after 45 minute of sitting with the humming bird pinned under me..... still there is no sign of dampness
The boiler by now finished heating the water i'm about to shower in..... and now i'll be off....
i will continue adding more limits hard or soft when they pop into my mind
Third edit; *sitting still in complete silent i only here the buzzing of the vibe leaning with only it's tip against my clit i try rushing thighs up by twitching and pressing it harder against me in vain... i am still bone dry and senseless.. only my spine now feels the chill crawling chill swirling at it's bottom*
i will now list the things that i never tried and i fear doing
Soft limits:
Flashing
Humiliation
Public (not hidden) sexual actions
Cum eating/drinking
Intense pain
Pain to my sensitive areas
This list is a harder list to fill since my mind is quite open to most things but i do fear them at some level... please Lady X forgive me if i will on our next meetings find a thing you command me to do having to be added to my soft limits list.. or removed from it
This is my forth and last edit of this post of the topic, excluding the listing..
*Settles down and the humming begins like a small sax' blown between my thighs vibrating the skin and muscles giving a soothing sensation i could get used to very happily*
i am expected to write my wishes and hopes for Lady X and what i want Her to force me to do......
i sat like thinking and thinking for almost an hour was my briefs started getting moister as my mind drifted in thoughts and came to conclude i can not write anything at the matter.. i will happily oblige myself to Lady X and will let her lust lead me to any direction i'll be lead by my thirst for excitement...
Lady X........... i ask of You only this................. do with me as You please................... conduct the orchestra of sensations You want me to play for You......... please...... and thank You, *over again and again like a broken CD i mindlessly repeat the words* thank You, thank You

lily