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My first foray into actual real CBT (actually just CT).

First, sandpaperd penis (mostly the shaft, the head started bleeding easily as I am uncircumcised).
Then applied medical alcohol to said penis
----ouch ouch ouch, like a blowtorch to the penis. Fortunately alcohol evaporates fast
A few more rounds of alchohol.
Then made a thick paste of cayenne pepper.
Applied a bit. Fortunately not bad as alchohol, but still burning bad.
Was planning on stroking with the paste, but by this time I was limp and could not get into the mood.
So washed it off ..cold water...whew some relief from the burning
I discovered the penis was dripping now with precum....so fired up some cbt porn.
Normal oil lube (it still burned).
Decided to add in the cayenne pepper paste on the erection.
Burn burn burn...stroke stoke stroke. The pepper flakes scratching burning penis.
Did not last long (only 5 minutes or so), but I was afraid if I lost the erection, I could not get it up again with the pepper paste. Ejaculation to the very beautiful Ms Madison Young.

I really wish I could stay erect longer during the alchohol and cayenne pepper rounds.

There is always next time

okay...
Um Safe and Sane stuff?

this kind of like my first tease I ever wrote where you use a sweat sock
to stroke with causing a friction burn
and then try and cum over pain
Can leave scabs and scaring

Do you really need to hurt yourself this bad?

if so
urethral insertion of items such as toothpaste
or scented soap burn like hell if you ever get it inside
I mean Like "Oh my someone is chopping off my dick burn", I suggest you wait until your near Cumming then put something like that inside
and see if you can finish!

Or not! I mean that idea is nuts

can you give yourself pain is some other area? and then stroke?
like lot's of clothespins?

okay something I really don't recommend
it's twisted
first put a bit of toothpaste inside the very end of a condom, the reservoir,
then slide the condom over your dick to base, you should only have a little toothpaste at the end
next fill a sock with Cayenne pepper and then wrap it over your dick
rubber band the end over dick and balls
then what ever you do, do NOT stroke it would really, really hurt.
Adding nipple clamps and ball clamps also would not be a good idea along with icy hot in your ass.

SexualChoc, you are twisted I see you have some experience in this area.

One needs to be very vary of urethral insertion, It can cause very serious complications (it is inside the body after all)