Herrin gesucht rough translation
Posted: Tue Nov 02, 2010 12:30 am
Dear Milovana community
I would first like to apologize to you all that I have this wonderful medium, just so selfish abuse, but my helplessness and oversized lust force me to do so.
My name is Marc, I'm 30 and live in the apartment early wins and I think since I can devot. I've had fantasies about girl child education as the dominant me play with myself and control myself.
But I do not have it to this day managed to find a suitable mistress for me. I tried it in private, of course, carefully restrained and tactful. Why? SM because in my experience it is a much greater taboo subject still, as I would have thought a few years ago and also the appeal of it is probably much less common as my pleasure in it suggests it might.
Then I discovered the internet for me and with it a host of new possibilities.
I found the slave center and various social networks, homepages endless, but not my mistress. Why was that? There are several reasons. Now the one with almost certain to me. Since I regard my enslavement very cautious and shy was (am). What's my particular made comparison is not necessarily easier hat.Mit such, I built my hopes around 98% of the "dominant women" I found on the www, as these were only available at all only with me deal after I give them a value x had sent to her account. But if I were able to do so, I did not need a lady who throws me under her, her docile me and what makes me a lot more turns to me makes you addicted to it, yes really hearing. The remaining 2% (2% I fear is even too much) I want to thank from the bottom of my heart for the common experiences. You have shown me how difficult it is to dominate a man really, how important addition to the absolute ruthlessness immense empathy and countless other properties. The funny thing is that these people were the only ones that I have given so much confidence that it would have been enough to subdue me with skin and hair, body and soul. But this very intimate to me due to the binding could be compared not consistent enough to enslave me. In addition, I'm probably something like a keyboard wanker, you mean that the excitement is with me mother's wish, which is the slavery to me is something sexual in the core and I am so over the life sexuality has something'm like a slave to my desire but in stark contrast to my mind rejects any form of enslavement. Whereupon an eternal conflict raging within me. My desire to betray and deceive, deliver me. Why? For an unexplained because of the tendency I have nunmal simple and to the other, for example the idea that the conflict could end. How? Well, I can not and will not give up my happiness. So I have to overcome my mind. Example: Often when I'm horny excites me to think sperm swallow, but it does so as a rule only after orgasm (exceptions confirm the rule), but precisely then I do not want it. Moreover, it disgusts me, disgusting. But for a lady that I am completely at the mercy, it would surely be quite easy to force me to touch the sperm with her tongue to lick it, having to taste and then swallow. And then? I would be delivered would swallow cum and lick her pussy, wa I consider the rest as the most brilliant of all. I would like to do anything else to me as Fotzenschleim. At least as long as I'm horny. And I would by the forced quite clearly again, that is my excitement would not end. She would have defeated my mind.
Some time ago I had an incredibly strong concept then discovered: BLACK MAIL.
This term and what I connected with him, stood for everything that I had ever wanted.
At least it seemed. Even here it was not possible to give me a complete stranger to me any information about me immediately. What was required, without exception, however, immediately. Then I searched for playful variations on the Black mail. Games interrogation and hypnosis slaves, but it usually ended in a dead end or at the checkout.
Hence my plea:
Is not there naturally dominant and also the corresponding Umstäden sadistic sexy, smart, seductive, beautiful young woman (or even older woman or ugly woman, or old and ugly ... ode swallow a man) who loves to be submissive to men make (first online, or online only. online and real, real or only) the very same way it excites me to submit to her as it excites me to be subjugated by it, which I am tempted to her more and more to be delivered in the form of pressure of any kind, secrets, information, special photos and video clips, addresses. With interrogations and games and and and .... The spider web on her invisibly spins ever closer to me, I obscured the senses and seduces me. Makes me blind to the chains they put aside me and wake me from my first bitter sweet dream after I took every chance to escape?
If it does then PLEASE sign up:
[email protected]
One more thing to me, my passions and taboos:
As already mentioned I'm on Fotzenschleim, sperm and, furthermore, to spit. I have a fetish for shiny fabrics of all kinds me most excited Satin, preferably in black. But pink and other colors. Panties and briefs in general, prefer, of course supported. Lingerie as suspenders and stockings, mini skirts, evening dresses, but also paint and latex. Dirty Talk, Humiliation, chastity, milking, ruined orgasms, questioning, role playing, games of any kind, Cuckold, and countless more.
As for my taboos, they belong rather to my fetishes, I think, for example, Dick Nasty and therefore taboo, but the more horny I am even more excited me the idea of a cock to suck and maybe even to be fucked in suspenders, etc. Then dream I like this, used, abused and even raped to be. go buy a whore for my goddess ....
I would first like to apologize to you all that I have this wonderful medium, just so selfish abuse, but my helplessness and oversized lust force me to do so.
My name is Marc, I'm 30 and live in the apartment early wins and I think since I can devot. I've had fantasies about girl child education as the dominant me play with myself and control myself.
But I do not have it to this day managed to find a suitable mistress for me. I tried it in private, of course, carefully restrained and tactful. Why? SM because in my experience it is a much greater taboo subject still, as I would have thought a few years ago and also the appeal of it is probably much less common as my pleasure in it suggests it might.
Then I discovered the internet for me and with it a host of new possibilities.
I found the slave center and various social networks, homepages endless, but not my mistress. Why was that? There are several reasons. Now the one with almost certain to me. Since I regard my enslavement very cautious and shy was (am). What's my particular made comparison is not necessarily easier hat.Mit such, I built my hopes around 98% of the "dominant women" I found on the www, as these were only available at all only with me deal after I give them a value x had sent to her account. But if I were able to do so, I did not need a lady who throws me under her, her docile me and what makes me a lot more turns to me makes you addicted to it, yes really hearing. The remaining 2% (2% I fear is even too much) I want to thank from the bottom of my heart for the common experiences. You have shown me how difficult it is to dominate a man really, how important addition to the absolute ruthlessness immense empathy and countless other properties. The funny thing is that these people were the only ones that I have given so much confidence that it would have been enough to subdue me with skin and hair, body and soul. But this very intimate to me due to the binding could be compared not consistent enough to enslave me. In addition, I'm probably something like a keyboard wanker, you mean that the excitement is with me mother's wish, which is the slavery to me is something sexual in the core and I am so over the life sexuality has something'm like a slave to my desire but in stark contrast to my mind rejects any form of enslavement. Whereupon an eternal conflict raging within me. My desire to betray and deceive, deliver me. Why? For an unexplained because of the tendency I have nunmal simple and to the other, for example the idea that the conflict could end. How? Well, I can not and will not give up my happiness. So I have to overcome my mind. Example: Often when I'm horny excites me to think sperm swallow, but it does so as a rule only after orgasm (exceptions confirm the rule), but precisely then I do not want it. Moreover, it disgusts me, disgusting. But for a lady that I am completely at the mercy, it would surely be quite easy to force me to touch the sperm with her tongue to lick it, having to taste and then swallow. And then? I would be delivered would swallow cum and lick her pussy, wa I consider the rest as the most brilliant of all. I would like to do anything else to me as Fotzenschleim. At least as long as I'm horny. And I would by the forced quite clearly again, that is my excitement would not end. She would have defeated my mind.
Some time ago I had an incredibly strong concept then discovered: BLACK MAIL.
This term and what I connected with him, stood for everything that I had ever wanted.
At least it seemed. Even here it was not possible to give me a complete stranger to me any information about me immediately. What was required, without exception, however, immediately. Then I searched for playful variations on the Black mail. Games interrogation and hypnosis slaves, but it usually ended in a dead end or at the checkout.
Hence my plea:
Is not there naturally dominant and also the corresponding Umstäden sadistic sexy, smart, seductive, beautiful young woman (or even older woman or ugly woman, or old and ugly ... ode swallow a man) who loves to be submissive to men make (first online, or online only. online and real, real or only) the very same way it excites me to submit to her as it excites me to be subjugated by it, which I am tempted to her more and more to be delivered in the form of pressure of any kind, secrets, information, special photos and video clips, addresses. With interrogations and games and and and .... The spider web on her invisibly spins ever closer to me, I obscured the senses and seduces me. Makes me blind to the chains they put aside me and wake me from my first bitter sweet dream after I took every chance to escape?
If it does then PLEASE sign up:
[email protected]
One more thing to me, my passions and taboos:
As already mentioned I'm on Fotzenschleim, sperm and, furthermore, to spit. I have a fetish for shiny fabrics of all kinds me most excited Satin, preferably in black. But pink and other colors. Panties and briefs in general, prefer, of course supported. Lingerie as suspenders and stockings, mini skirts, evening dresses, but also paint and latex. Dirty Talk, Humiliation, chastity, milking, ruined orgasms, questioning, role playing, games of any kind, Cuckold, and countless more.
As for my taboos, they belong rather to my fetishes, I think, for example, Dick Nasty and therefore taboo, but the more horny I am even more excited me the idea of a cock to suck and maybe even to be fucked in suspenders, etc. Then dream I like this, used, abused and even raped to be. go buy a whore for my goddess ....