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The following question was posed to me recently:

if you just posted a desire online, addressed to no one in particular, that would involve someone voluntarily humiliating themselves, how long would it take you to get it fulfilled.

My initial response was that it was very much dependent on when I posed the request. 9AM on a workday, most of the population is at work. 9PM on a Friday night, all the losers are home alone desperate for something to do.

So in the interest of fairness, I chose the time when it will be more difficult to respond-- 9AM on a Tuesday.

Here is the desire:

I believe, right now, I would enjoy seeing a picture of someone holding up a sign that says "Sophia makes me wanna touch myself"

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Not sure it's fair seeing as I am in Enlgand where it's 4PM (and my day off)!

But I have sent such a picture. I wonder if i was first! And I hope you find the result interesting!

You're really starting some interesting topics lately :).

-green-

Very amusing emoticon, green

Quite a few pouring in already. To the many respondents that who will, no doubt, continue fulfill my desire-- do make an effort to distinguish yourself by creatively increasing the humiliation involved in your own attempt to meet my little whim.

The total number of people who met my wish will be revealed tomorrow at 9 AM.

If you don't mind me saying Sophia, you seem to have a very methodical approach to BDSM. It's quite a fresh way of looking at things, interesting.

That is something that I have noticed about Ms Toxic too - a seemingly cold, experimental view of submissive men. As if to emphasise a loack of interest in them beyond study - and yet, a number f pictures already. It's a genuine and slightly scary (to me) approach.

I've just e-mailed you :)

It is a surreal feeling indeed to be discussing myself with people who know me only through the lens of Toxic Treat. It's very interesting what has been picked up on.

glasgowguy wrote:If you don't mind me saying Sophia, you seem to have a very methodical approach to BDSM. It's quite a fresh way of looking at things, interesting.

That is something that I have noticed about Ms Toxic too - a seemingly cold, experimental view of submissive men. As if to emphasise a loack of interest in them beyond study - and yet, a number f pictures already. It's a genuine and slightly scary (to me) approach.

So, in both instances, there's some genuine insight. I can be very methodical, particularly in this new, to me, world of online dominance (as opposed to the genuinely messed up things I've instinctively always done and still do). In actual experiences, I'm very methodical up to a point, but when the moment is there, I actually lose control of myself, in a way, and give in to very dark places of my mind.

So, the big story I think anyone who knows me knows is that I made somebody moo like a cow. That's my "greatest hits" of the things I've done according to the people I've met online, but if you don't know, now you do.

There was oodles of planning involved. I planned the dinner, I planned calling her a cow, I planned asking to moo. I had planned that all out very very methodically, with paper, considering different conversations that would most result in her doing what I wanted, considering the phrasing, etc.

So, every moment of my interaction with her, from meeting to that night, was planned.
And then, when she mooed and cried at the same time, I went completely "off-script". More than "off-script", I became unaware there was a script, that there was ever a plan, or indeed that there was a time before this moment. My universe shrank to her, me, and my desires. Whole levels of my thinking that would normally occur before doing something turned off, I was then 'in the zone' and overwhelmed by the moment, and the desire to push her further and further, to see how much she wanted me, to see just how powerful I was and just how low she would throw herself for me.

So, methodical, sometimes yes, especially online. Cold-- sometimes yes. But sometimes I'm blazing a trail into an unknown guided only by raw, base instinct. And sometimes, I'm so intoxicated by life that I burn anyone I touch.

But yes, most of the time, I'm quite methodical, and can be very detached while still enjoying the view.

Sophia

SophiaStafford wrote:It is a surreal feeling indeed to be discussing myself with people who know me only through the lens of Toxic Treat. It's very interesting what has been picked up on.

glasgowguy wrote:If you don't mind me saying Sophia, you seem to have a very methodical approach to BDSM. It's quite a fresh way of looking at things, interesting.

That is something that I have noticed about Ms Toxic too - a seemingly cold, experimental view of submissive men. As if to emphasise a loack of interest in them beyond study - and yet, a number f pictures already. It's a genuine and slightly scary (to me) approach.

So, in both instances, there's some genuine insight. I can be very methodical, particularly in this new, to me, world of online dominance (as opposed to the genuinely messed up things I've instinctively always done and still do). In actual experiences, I'm very methodical up to a point, but when the moment is there, I actually lose control of myself, in a way, and give in to very dark places of my mind.

So, the big story I think anyone who knows me knows is that I made somebody moo like a cow. That's my "greatest hits" of the things I've done according to the people I've met online, but if you don't know, now you do.

There was oodles of planning involved. I planned the dinner, I planned calling her a cow, I planned asking to moo. I had planned that all out very very methodically, with paper, considering different conversations that would most result in her doing what I wanted, considering the phrasing, etc.

So, every moment of my interaction with her, from meeting to that night, was planned.
And then, when she mooed and cried at the same time, I went completely "off-script". More than "off-script", I became unaware there was a script, that there was ever a plan, or indeed that there was a time before this moment. My universe shrank to her, me, and my desires. Whole levels of my thinking that would normally occur before doing something turned off, I was then 'in the zone' and overwhelmed by the moment, and the desire to push her further and further, to see how much she wanted me, to see just how powerful I was and just how low she would throw herself for me.

So, methodical, sometimes yes, especially online. Cold-- sometimes yes. But sometimes I'm blazing a trail into an unknown guided only by raw, base instinct. And sometimes, I'm so intoxicated by life that I burn anyone I touch.

But yes, most of the time, I'm quite methodical, and can be very detached while still enjoying the view.

Sophia

Very interesting story Sophia.

I was always very methodical myself, very into mathematics and the like, but once I doscovered a love for music I embraced my creative side and to me spontanuity and improvisation are two very difficult arts to master and something I strive to be better at.

I don't know if my comment came accross as an attack on you, it wasn't meant to be it was meant more in a complimentary fashion.

Fascinating stuff. Glad to participate in these experiments (as long as I can without violating any blue balls contest rules, of course).

glasgowguy wrote: I don't know if my comment came across as an attack on you, it wasn't meant to be it was meant more in a complimentary fashion.

Oh no-- if it had been an attack it wouldn't have merited response. Rather, it was an insightful compliment, and worthy of discussion.

S

I would love to send you a picture right now, but my camera is broken. I am terribly sorry that I cannot complete your wish.

One more pic sent! :) Thanks for the task, Sophia!