Have to get this off my chest...
Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 10:39 pm
I've been here a little over a year, and will soon be publishing my 50th tease, so I've been thinking a lot lately about what I'm doing for this site and, more importantly, what this site is doing for me.
I want to thank everyone in the Milovana community for the overwhelmingly positive response I've gotten from all 48 of the teases I've released so far. I am glad to know I have made so many people happy in some way, and the support of the community has been what has allowed me to keep going with these crazy ideas one after the other.
But I can't help but feel I've been spending too much time here. I've had an idea for a novel for over a year, but have not written a single usable page of it. All my creative energy has been spent... well, here. This is a great place to be creative and really write about what I love, but I don't think it's doing me any favors besides creative outlet.
So I've decided that after I publish my 50th tease, I am going to take an extended break from Milovana. I will visit only to run the Flash Tease of the Month and other Tease Contests (e.g. Halloween and Holiday). But after #50, I will not write or work on another tease until I have made significant progress on my novel.
This is why I have been doing the "shroom picks shroom" thread and the "shroom's Top 10" thread--as a sort of parting gift to Milovana and a weird way of getting closure. While I'm not saying goodbye forever, I do know that it will (hopefully) be a long time before I'm back again as a regular tease writer.
Obviously, I'm sticking around long enough to finish Teases #49 and #50, so I'll still be here for a little bit. I love this community and really think it's a great thing--just maybe not the best thing for me right now.
Take care,
shroom
I want to thank everyone in the Milovana community for the overwhelmingly positive response I've gotten from all 48 of the teases I've released so far. I am glad to know I have made so many people happy in some way, and the support of the community has been what has allowed me to keep going with these crazy ideas one after the other.
But I can't help but feel I've been spending too much time here. I've had an idea for a novel for over a year, but have not written a single usable page of it. All my creative energy has been spent... well, here. This is a great place to be creative and really write about what I love, but I don't think it's doing me any favors besides creative outlet.
So I've decided that after I publish my 50th tease, I am going to take an extended break from Milovana. I will visit only to run the Flash Tease of the Month and other Tease Contests (e.g. Halloween and Holiday). But after #50, I will not write or work on another tease until I have made significant progress on my novel.
This is why I have been doing the "shroom picks shroom" thread and the "shroom's Top 10" thread--as a sort of parting gift to Milovana and a weird way of getting closure. While I'm not saying goodbye forever, I do know that it will (hopefully) be a long time before I'm back again as a regular tease writer.
Obviously, I'm sticking around long enough to finish Teases #49 and #50, so I'll still be here for a little bit. I love this community and really think it's a great thing--just maybe not the best thing for me right now.
Take care,
shroom