Agreed that it may be a tad on the large side for you. But it will definitely be uncomfortable. ;)
Maybe if you had the right person around to make it worthwhile to wear it.
Maybe someone that would take it out and put it on the bed and not say a word about it as she went about her business turning you on...knowing that it was sticking in the back of your head and you'd keep wondering why she took it out if she wasn't going to make you put it on. If it were me, i'd wait until I caught you looking at it a few times and say, "oh...are you curious about THAT, baby?". Maybe you'd ask me if you had to wear it, and i'd simply say, "Of course not...not unless you want to".
I'd be sure to get on top of you while I was stroking you, I know you like it when a girl is above you, looking down into your eyes while she has her hands wrapped around you. Up....and down...up...and down, just fast enough where it's starting to make you nice and hard inbetween my fingers. Just slow enough where you find yourself trying to move your hips a bit to overcome the torture of me lingering on the tip of your shaft just a little too long every time I start from the top to slide down you again...lingering at the base of your shaft a little too long every time, before I brought my fingers up to the tip again. That's part of the fun though, isn't it...when my hands are touching you so softly, that when I finally let you slip inside me...well, we'll just say that it would feel good, wouldn't it?
Maybe i'd take my hands away, look right at you and say, "Sit up and give me your hands"...then grab the belt off my jeans from across the bed and use it to tie your wrists behind your back, then lie you back down on the bed. While you were lying on your back under me, i'd get up on my knees and lower myself down so I was brushing the fabric of my panties back and forth against the underside of your shaft. Do you think you might feel a little bit of my wetness through the fabric? Dirty boy. I think it might turn you on that the only thing keeping the tip of your cock from sliding inside me is a thin piece of black lacey fabric.
That's such an intimate thing though, isn't it...if I were to let you inside me? It would be worth the wait while I put you through a little subtle torment as I gently grabbed your cock and pressed the tip into me so you could just barely feel yourself pressing inside my pussy...the tip of your cock pressing my panties inbetween the sides of my wet, warm slit. You'd feel how warm I was, wouldn't you? Maybe you'd be thinking about looking up at me while your cock slid into my body. Getting a moan out of me maybe? Seeing me close my eyes to concentrate on the sensation of your dick entering me? Or maybe i'd be really good at putting that aside and just looking down at you to enjoy watching your reactions to being tormented and teased.
Oh...the ball gag? You're still thinking about that, sweetie? I wasn't going to make you put it on, but you *do* keep staring at it for some reason. Do you have something to ask me? Isn't it so much more sexy when you have to *ask* for something? You'd know that if I put it on you, you'd give up that luxury. No more asking...only pleading with your eyes. And you wouldn't be able to take it off either, would you? Not with your hands tied behind you like that. Would you want to do that? Would you want to give me control over you while you're helpless to speak...while you can't even beg me, or protest against anything i'm doing to you? What if it was too uncomfortable. Awww, poor thing. I'd be in complete control of how long you were uncomfortable. I love the idea of pushing you to the limit where you start to worry whether or not i'd leave it on if you really wanted to take it off. I mean, really wanted to. I'd love the idea of stroking your cock while I watched you get more and more uncomfortable with the gag on...i'd consciously give you pleasure in waves, so I could watch your attention shift from the gag, to your cock, and back, over and over again..pushing the limits of how uncomfortable you're willing to get in order to be brought closer to having an orgasm.
What if I decided to be mean and after I put the ballgag on you I told you that you could fuck me if you took my panties off? Normally, with your hands tied, you'd be reduced to using your mouth. But you couldn't do that, could you? You'd have to wait for *me* to take them off. Wait for *me* to decide when I was going to let you slip that...oh wait...it's hard right *now* isn't it? Don't tell me you got hard from reading me writing about you wearing a ball gag! Hmm. Maybe it *does* turn you on a bit. ;) Maybe you want to have an orgasm while you can't ask me permission for it...so you're looking up at me while you're inside my body and you're not sure if i'm going to be upset that you came inside me without asking, or satisfied that I pushed you to the point that you couldn't control yourself any more. It would feel a little unsatisfying, wouldn't it? It would feel a little like you were doing something wrong, wouldn't it? ;)
I'll let you *ask* me for one thing and one thing only right now, in front everyone. You can ask me for anything you'd like permission to do. I wonder what it will be.
-L
Not seen you here for a little while!