My Switchy, Atypical, Cuckolding-ish Erotic Situation
Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 11:38 pm
For some reason, I feel like putting it down in words for my 100th post. Might as well be here, so someone might enjoy it.
I am a 21/bi/m switch, currently in college, very fulltime. A girl who I've been close friends with since we were 15, entirely over the internet, has since become my slavegirl, though it's more of a "kitten-girl" thing. She's a devoted submissive, and most definitely not a switch. I call her Kitten as a name so that's how I'll refer to her
A few months ago, I met a submissive, mostly gay male online, and we grew close through roleplay. We got to discussing my darker fantasies, and cuckolding etc. came up, as well as mention of kitten. He turned out to actually be a switch, and i have come to know him as Sir. Eventually, he convinced me to send him some images of kitten. It wasn't too long before he'd made me send him -all- of them, my private treasures from kitten now available for him as well, as well as those from my ex girlfriends, etc.
hot.
It didn't take long before he decided I wasn't allowed to use the pics I'd sent him of kitten, and was being limited to my last ex-girlfriend, while Sir enjoyed kitten's photos on a nightly basis, and taunted me about it. At first, I got to use kitten's photos again a few days later, then a week, then 2 weeks, then a month, then 2 months, all while being made to get off exclusively to an ex-girlfriend, which had me conflicted, squirming, uncomfortable as hell and very aroused.
hot
As 2008 came to an end, Sir decided that I would be allowed kitten's photos, if I gave him kitten's IM address. Until this point, I'd mediated all contact between them, intending to keep the play mild, and unable to affect my relationship with kitten. But as he pushed, he eventually got me to talk to kitten, who didn't mind at all (and already knew of the arrangement with the pics, etc) and she ended up giving him her contact. Now, they could talk, without me being able to watch, or when I wasn't there. My reward? No longer being allowed to stroke to porn of any form, only the photos of kitten. I love her, and the pictures are hot as hell.... but doing it so often to the same 100 images makes it get harder and harder, which is not something you wanna feel when looking at the girl you love. Mmm, sweet emotional agony. Sir often likes to thank me for giving up my ability to monitor his conversations with kitten, and taunts that I've opened the gate by which he'll be taking her from me. I was pretty damn scared at first, so it's a very intense thing to me.
hot
And now, Sir's added the clause that I have to stroke with a layered set of socks over my cock, reducing my sensitivity, and forcing me to spend an hour or more stroking to kitten every day just to have an orgasm. It doesn't help that she's not been here all month, and probably won't be for another 2 weeks. Our relationship's survived more, but this whole thing's pretty intense. Sir says he's not made any plans as to when, if ever, I'll be allowed to stroke to something other than kitten. Here's hoping she gets me some new photos soon! ...and if she does, I have to let Sir cum to them first *blush*. Every new picture kitten takes for me, another guy has an orgasm to it before I get to, something I end up remembering every time I look at the picture, that it was first enjoyed by not-me even though it's of my Kitten.
That's the chronological summary. Here's some of the rules and aspects of the situation:
-----When I'm talking to Sir, kitten is to be referred to as his girlfriend, and I am not to describe her as "mine" in any way
-----Sir often reminds me of how my cock is small, how he pleases kitten more, and how he gets first cum to all of her pictures, just to see me squirm. He seems to quite enjoy helping me to develop the belief my cock is inadequate.
-----Sir has the ability to order kitten to block me on IM, cutting me off from contact with her. If she doesn't feel like it, or wants to talk to me, she can say no. She does however, comply on occasion, knowing that it arouses me immensely, as much as it hurts. "Sorry, but Sir says that I can't talk to you anymore this evening. I'll talk to you in the morning, love. *Kitten has blocked you*" is something that simultaneously sends a wave of emotional pain, and one of arousal, through my whole body, a sensation that should be familiar to cuckolding-fans here. He hasn't yet done it, but Sir's told me that he plans to catch kitten online soon, and have a nice long steamy roleplay with her.... after having her block me, so she's all his for that period of time.
This whole arrangement is for the mutual pleasure of me, kitten, and Sir, in that order. If I stop enjoying it, or kitten stops enjoying it, it ends right there. As dark as it sounds, me and kitten are a -very- happy and stable couple with me as the dom.
Feel free to ask questions or make comments / suggestions / etc. as the situation arouses me so much I quite enjoy talking about it
I am a 21/bi/m switch, currently in college, very fulltime. A girl who I've been close friends with since we were 15, entirely over the internet, has since become my slavegirl, though it's more of a "kitten-girl" thing. She's a devoted submissive, and most definitely not a switch. I call her Kitten as a name so that's how I'll refer to her
A few months ago, I met a submissive, mostly gay male online, and we grew close through roleplay. We got to discussing my darker fantasies, and cuckolding etc. came up, as well as mention of kitten. He turned out to actually be a switch, and i have come to know him as Sir. Eventually, he convinced me to send him some images of kitten. It wasn't too long before he'd made me send him -all- of them, my private treasures from kitten now available for him as well, as well as those from my ex girlfriends, etc.
hot.
It didn't take long before he decided I wasn't allowed to use the pics I'd sent him of kitten, and was being limited to my last ex-girlfriend, while Sir enjoyed kitten's photos on a nightly basis, and taunted me about it. At first, I got to use kitten's photos again a few days later, then a week, then 2 weeks, then a month, then 2 months, all while being made to get off exclusively to an ex-girlfriend, which had me conflicted, squirming, uncomfortable as hell and very aroused.
hot
As 2008 came to an end, Sir decided that I would be allowed kitten's photos, if I gave him kitten's IM address. Until this point, I'd mediated all contact between them, intending to keep the play mild, and unable to affect my relationship with kitten. But as he pushed, he eventually got me to talk to kitten, who didn't mind at all (and already knew of the arrangement with the pics, etc) and she ended up giving him her contact. Now, they could talk, without me being able to watch, or when I wasn't there. My reward? No longer being allowed to stroke to porn of any form, only the photos of kitten. I love her, and the pictures are hot as hell.... but doing it so often to the same 100 images makes it get harder and harder, which is not something you wanna feel when looking at the girl you love. Mmm, sweet emotional agony. Sir often likes to thank me for giving up my ability to monitor his conversations with kitten, and taunts that I've opened the gate by which he'll be taking her from me. I was pretty damn scared at first, so it's a very intense thing to me.
hot
And now, Sir's added the clause that I have to stroke with a layered set of socks over my cock, reducing my sensitivity, and forcing me to spend an hour or more stroking to kitten every day just to have an orgasm. It doesn't help that she's not been here all month, and probably won't be for another 2 weeks. Our relationship's survived more, but this whole thing's pretty intense. Sir says he's not made any plans as to when, if ever, I'll be allowed to stroke to something other than kitten. Here's hoping she gets me some new photos soon! ...and if she does, I have to let Sir cum to them first *blush*. Every new picture kitten takes for me, another guy has an orgasm to it before I get to, something I end up remembering every time I look at the picture, that it was first enjoyed by not-me even though it's of my Kitten.
That's the chronological summary. Here's some of the rules and aspects of the situation:
-----When I'm talking to Sir, kitten is to be referred to as his girlfriend, and I am not to describe her as "mine" in any way
-----Sir often reminds me of how my cock is small, how he pleases kitten more, and how he gets first cum to all of her pictures, just to see me squirm. He seems to quite enjoy helping me to develop the belief my cock is inadequate.
-----Sir has the ability to order kitten to block me on IM, cutting me off from contact with her. If she doesn't feel like it, or wants to talk to me, she can say no. She does however, comply on occasion, knowing that it arouses me immensely, as much as it hurts. "Sorry, but Sir says that I can't talk to you anymore this evening. I'll talk to you in the morning, love. *Kitten has blocked you*" is something that simultaneously sends a wave of emotional pain, and one of arousal, through my whole body, a sensation that should be familiar to cuckolding-fans here. He hasn't yet done it, but Sir's told me that he plans to catch kitten online soon, and have a nice long steamy roleplay with her.... after having her block me, so she's all his for that period of time.
This whole arrangement is for the mutual pleasure of me, kitten, and Sir, in that order. If I stop enjoying it, or kitten stops enjoying it, it ends right there. As dark as it sounds, me and kitten are a -very- happy and stable couple with me as the dom.
Feel free to ask questions or make comments / suggestions / etc. as the situation arouses me so much I quite enjoy talking about it