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Hello Milovana =) So very nice to be here so far. Many wicked thoughts and devious plans have been provoked in my mind upon my arrival here, safe to say I am enjoying my stay thus far =P

Now I have a proposition for you all and anyone who would care to take me up on it. First though, let me explain the situation of my slave and I. The most notable thing to mention I suppose is that we are not local to one another, I live in New Zealand while she resides....elsewhere =P. This makes the relationship less than optimal obviously, though there is no shortage of fun being had. I aquired her some seven or eight months ago and have since had her torturing and tormenting herself, and otherwise suffering for me. Now as I mentioned in my introduction thread I am very interested in orgasm tease and denial, something she has a somewhat love/hate relationship with =P. The longest she has ever been denied is just over one month (a WONDERFUL month) but recently, I have decided that that is just not good enough.

So my curiosities have led me here with her in tow, where she has departed on a new long suffering journey =). 11 days ago, on the 6th of October I had her play a game that would determine the length of time in which she would not receive an orgasm (http://adroitsoftware.org/rollerdice/ if anyone is wondering). Much to her delight *snicker* it was unveiled that she would not be cumming for 166 days, or until March 22nd 2009. Now of course simply not cumming is not enough torment for a slave of mine, so it was established that she would be teased and toyed with daily keeping her mad with desire for every single second of the duration. Sadly, on the third night of the journey she was unable to withstand my teasing for as long as I desired and she failed me miserably, cumming with her ass impaled on a huge dildo and a vibrator pressed to her clit (more detailed accounts are to be posted by her in due time if enough interest is expressed for those who care to read ). After suitably punishing her (I think about 25 orgasms were squeezed out of her trembling body that evening, without rest) she began her journey again, accepting her time to be increased to 200 days for her failure and beginning with a 7 day no touching period to let her cool off. Of course she did not get off without being teased for that week and on just the first day ended up with another 40 days just to get to touch herself for a small amount of time.....by day four she was begging for her denial to last forever just so that I would keep allowing her to edge =) Oh life's pleasures....mmmm.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaanyway after all that, here we are and I come to all of your for assistance. Due to our time difference I get only 2-3 hours with her every evening tops, which even with the various torments I leave her with each day is not satisfying my need to keep her absolutely mad with lust. So I humbly request everyone here in this community if you are interested to leave tasks in this thread for my slave to perform to keep her wet and frustrated as much as is possible. I only ask that her limits be respected and adhered to which I will detail at the bottom of this post or in a followup post after gauging responses/interest. Every day she will check this thread for any tasks to perform and she will complete as many as she can with the time she has then post detailed reports on said tasks along with all of her current cravings and desires. If she still has time or if there were no tasks here to perform she will then log in the the chat channel where she will offer herself to everyone in there and do whatever they say. Again her limits are to be respected in the chat and if any direction goes against anything I have told her that she may or may not do then she will notify as such and not comply.

On the topic of restrictions I cannot stress enough that although the overall objective is the maximum frustration and torment of my slave, any unwanted or undesirable attacks, threats, harrassment or anything of the like will not be tolerated and we will leave immediately. I do not mean to put a downer on anything but NOTHING is more important to me than the welfare of my slave and although subjecting her to the whims of the general internet public may seem reckless, I am impressed by the overall maturity of the community here and I am putting my faith in it.

Hopefully that last paragraph has not scared too many people off, as I am looking to take this quite seriously and hopefully develop some kinky ties for mutual benefit if the right people should appear =)

Oh....and I will be getting her to relate her experiences of the last 2 weeks to the best of her recollection and in as much detail as possible as sort of a teaser, hopefully we can attract a few bites here and there =P

Most sincerely

Unbroken

Hey Unbroken,

Welcome and thanks for the huge post. So let's see hmm... alright - so here's from somebody who has been teased and has teased both over long distances and long durations. The discipline is tough, the fact that you're not there makes it tougher. The long durations make it tougher. I wanna stress that I'm only making suggestions here and it's up to you what you make of it, but I would be careful with racking additional weeks for every mishap. It's probably not everyone's style, but for me it's always about the dominant and the submissive tackling a goal together. If it keeps moving further and further away, motivation will suffer. So I would suggest to either start rewarding her for good behavior by subtracting days or at least stop racking them up and punishing her some other way.

Many people who come from a BDSM background into T&D don't immediately appreciate how tough it can be. It can be just as tough in terms of self-discipline to withstand ten minutes of teasing as it is to withstand ten minutes of torture. It really can, I am not exaggerating. And you'd rarely expect somebody to go through a year of torture.

As to ideas for keeping her busy: The most evil one I know is to have her edge a certain number of times, e.g. six times, before your next meeting. However the rule is that she has to completely calm down and do something else for at least twenty minutes between each edge. That means she'll have to spread the edges around through the day. Nothing is worse than not being able to take your mind off of it. And when you do finally meet up, have her describe every single edge - how, when, where she did it, how it felt, etc. that will get both you up and running for the session in no time. But again, I don't know anybody to be able to keep that kind of teasing up for more than a few weeks. Plus you wouldn't wanna do it every day or it'll get old pretty quickly. Have teasing free days with no rules (other than "no orgasm!" of course) to recover, those days will be just as bad as the ones with teasing, so don't worry. But they will be less complicated.

Another idea. Like the first one the key isn't in the number of edges - it doesn't matter whether she does one or 100 in a day, the key is to make her think about the whole thing as much as possible. As you've already found out, edging actually helps to ... take the edge off of the denial! You could make a rule like every time she sees something pink, she has to spend at least 10 seconds thinking about the next session, or the previous one or the last orgasm or - and this one's my favorite - how the final orgasm (after the entire timespan of denial is over) will feel: Have her live it, picture it. When it might take place, where she might be when it does, what you might say to her, which commands you might give, what she might think and feel right as the pleasure is building up. Ten seconds minimum and every time she does this, it will have to be a slightly different scenario. This also requires you to be a bit creative - yes, the long distance thing will be a bit limiting, but we're living in the age of mobile phones, so perhaps you can arrange for her final release to be in a bit more atmospheric setting than in front of the computer? And even if that's not possible, pretend it is, keep her guessing, keep her coming up with hotter and hotter scenarios - they don't need to be 100% realistic. Have her explain the best one she pictured on that day in minute detail. Might also help you get to know her better. Take note of the language she's using and what she spends time on describing.

Alright that should get you started. Try not to focus on the number of days of denial. Always, always focus on the moment.

Have fun!

Seraph0x

PS: One final thought: Think of it like you want to exercise her capability of picturing sexy things. So she'll have to work on how vivid, how kinky and how honest to her deepest desires those scenarios are. If there's one quality you want in a denied sub, it's vivid imagination.

Hey unbroken. I have A task For Her. I want To Drink a 20 oz. Of Water every hr. She is only permitted to pee in her underwear. No Bathroom For ONe day. She My only change her underwear once. I hope this task did not cross her limit. Then when the task is over I want her to come back to this site and post a report on how she felt. Did she like it or not

I have created several teases for women under the NDW series. Have her do those but no matter what the mistress in the tease says, no release for your slave.

If you want the links, PM me or search my teases they are clearly marked.

Happy teasing,

I'll say, and I don't mean this disrespectfully, but I think the period of denial is too long. There, I said it and now I'll move on.

This is a fun one...

She is to strip naked, and assemble the following items: a coin, a kitchen timer, a vibe, and some cling wrap (such as Saran Wrap in the States). She is to turn on and insert the vibe, wrap her lower half tightly in cling wrap, set the timer to 15 minutes (or a period established by a roll of dice), and then hold the coin against the wall with her nose, hands on her head. If it falls before the timer is up, she has to reset the timer and start again.

Now, that might be fun to watch via cam.

If you could tell me, very generally, where she lives, it might help with future torments.

Nika

Thank you all for your kind responses =) A big thank you to Seaph0x for taking the time for such a thoughtful reply for any concern as to my pet's welfare, very much appreciated.

I would like to assure everyone that while the scenario described in my first post may seem extreme, I of course reserve the right to allow my pet an orgasm whenever I feel it is necessary and often saying things that are extreme in nature can very much enhance the moment in the 'now' for both parties. Obviously reaching the end point is a HUGE motivation (something we are BOTH looking forward to immensely, perhaps I will allow her to share her thoughts on that later) and my pet knows and trusts that she will get her reward when I wish to reward it to her.

On to the tasks that have been posted, another big thank you, I am glad some interest has been sparked, so I shall proceed to start outlining limits for my pet.

- Public humiliation on anything but the smallest scale is not for my pet. She derives nothing from this and I do want her to be able to enjoy any task as least a little.
- If possible, try to keep the tasks as something that can be performed in one's own room alone. Any public task should be VERY discreet and only her reaction to the task should be noticeable to anyone other than herself.
- Again humiliation oriented, toilet play is not very desirable for her. Anything involving consumption is a strict no and I will talk with her about it but I think unfortunately that the first task posted will also be declined. My apologies for that.
- Probably goes without saying but animals/children are off limits
- She will not be taking any photos of herself for anyone other than myself, her anonymity is to be preserved

I will get her to fill in anything that I have left out in a later post. Now, things that would be desirable

- Teasing is obviously very desirable. Anything pleasurable really, anal play is fine and encouraged. She is exceptional at staying on edge and holding back her orgasm, so feel free to push her in that regard =)
- Pain is also fine and encouraged, she is most resilient and does enjoy even large amounts of pain
- Self bondage and predicament bondage is also very good. She is quite skilled at tying herself so let your imaginations run wild =)
- She just LOVES ginger *snicker*

I will get her started on the tasks tonight and hopefully have some reports before tomorrow. Thanks again =)

First I would like to apologize for the lateness with which I am posting this.

I would like to thank every one for the wonderful suggestions and concerns. In particular Lady Nika for her delightful game. (I will recount this tale soon) My Master knows what is best for me, and he knows what I can and cannot withstand. He pushes my limits as he sees fit, to teach me and help me grow so that I might better serve him.

This is my side of the story, the beginning of our game. The day that started with a simple teasing and ended with a game which I now beg to last forever.

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I have been waiting.

Sitting here, naked, in front of my screen for my master to arrive. I have performed my duties for the day and I know he will want me to recount them to him in explicit detail.

From the moment I wake my teasing starts. Ben wa balls in my pussy, stopwatch in hand I reach one hand to my clit. Oh god I am still wet from last night. Instantly I feel it, waves of pleasure wanting to overtake me. I have to calm down or I won’t make it, but then I am there on the edge. I click my stopwatch and watch the time tick away, trying to will it to move faster. I have to stay on the edge for one minute and this is just the first one.
One minute up, I lay there, still, hands on my thighs. One more minute passes and I start again. Sliding my fingers through my slit and sinking them into my pussy I moan softly as I rub my clit with my thumb. I let myself go, fully reveling in the moment. I feel it coming again. The second time I must stay on edge for a minute and a half, no slowing down, no cumming. Oh god! I am on the edge, I click the stopwatch. I want to cum! My legs are shaking, I am telling myself “Master has forbade it!” as my time is up.
One minute to calm myself before I start again.
I love how wet my pussy gets. I love serving my Master. There is no greater pleasure than to bring him happiness in which ever way he desires, be it my pain or my pleasure. That thought alone drives me to the edge a third time. So hard to last two minutes! I envision him standing over me, clover clamps attached to my nipples, the chain in his hand as he pulls it mercilessly, smiling as I scream out in pain, whipping my tits over and over commanding me to stay on edge. I don’t dare slow down, I don’t dare cum. I feel like I am about to burst, I can’t hold it anymore!...and my time is up. I lay there quivering, out of breath, so incredibly horny, I want to cum so bad. But I must go to work leaving the ben wa balls in to tease me as I work all day. Hearing them jingle, feeling them vibrate…god, can anyone else hear them?!
It is the longest day.
And now I am home, horny as all hell, naked and waiting for my master. I have my toys ready, Master should never have to wait for me. !He is home! My heart skips a beat, I feel the excitement growing in me… a mixture of fear and awe. I am instantly dripping wet. I want to touch so badly. But I sit as still as I can, nothing moving except my hands to type, until he calls and once again I am lost in the sound of his voice permeating every part of my head, in every thought, in every breath.
Master wants to play a game. Oh! I like games! Yes please Master! I beg you, play a game with me? He laughs sadistically, sending chills up my spine (how I LOVE that laugh!) as he explains the rules of the game. He sends me a link. I am intrigued…I have to roll dice. Six dice, each with ten sides, five rolls, total the rolls. He asks me the total. 166 I say. Again he begins to laugh. Now I am a bit distressed…166 of what I wonder? I am told to select a box that says show calendar. I do it. The date is March 21st. My heart sinks as he tells me I will not be cumming until March 21st, but that isn’t all. I will be teased and brought to edge daily over and over, and when I am not on edge I will have things to remind me, little touches, ben wa balls, a chain through my pussy, a ball pressing gently against my clit.
For the next 3 hours He brings me to the edge, over and over, employing the use of various dildos, vibrators, clips, clamps, ropes and chains. Playing my emotions like his personal symphony. I am reduced to animal lusts. I want to cum. I want to touch. I beg my Master not to stop. I cry when he tells me to stop. I fervently thank him when he allows me to start again. I cannot make up my mind…I beg him as I am on edge to allow me to cum. I want to cum so much I can’t stand it. Then I find myself begging at the top of my lungs for him to stop…Please don’t let me cum Master! Make me STOP! I BEG YOU!
I am so tired. I am drained. I beg for it to stop. Master tells me I have one more task I must complete. If I succeed I will be allowed to stop and go to sleep without the ben wa balls in. My task is to fuck my pussy with a vibrator—2000 strokes. I may at no time cum. I may only pause a moment to stop myself from cumming, and only for a moment. If I do pause I must round down to the nearest hundred and start again from there, and I must count aloud. My master dictates the speed in which I fuck my pussy. I start deep and slow counting the strokes.
It feels too good I do not make it to the first hundred with out a pause. How am I going to make it to 2000!? I start over. I barely make it past one hundred before I have to stop again. That was so close! Over and over I am counting sometimes making it to the next hundred before I can not hold it any longer and must stop, sometimes getting so close and failing stopping before the next hundred. Each time I fail I am more distressed, I hear how my distress and whimpering and crying excites my master and I myself become even more excited. I lose count. I cannot remember where I am! Was it 1,600? 1,800? Oh my god! Please! No! I pause in my counting, Master knows why. He always knows. He demands that I tell him the count. I cry I cannot remember. He demands an answer. I say 1,600. He tells me I am incorrect. Now I start to cry in earnest. Punishment for losing count has been harsh before. I am afraid, and excited. I am two hundred off he tells me. I feel the heat in my pussy grow, I feel myself starting to drip as I get even more wet as I brace myself for my punishment. 1,800 was the correct answer Master says, but I can start again at 1,600. Thank you Master! I thank him feverishly as I begin to fuck myself again. He makes me do the last 300 sooo slow… all the way in... all the way out. He wants me to feel every stroke, love every second. I DO! I love it Master! Thank you Master! He guides me through the last 100, hushing me when I grow too excited, calming me, speeding me up when I am calm, getting me back to the edge. I BEG to cum! I can feel it so huge, so amazing. I have never been so turned on and excited in my life! He tells me to stop immediately. I cry out in dismay, but I obey with out hesitation.
I can barely stay awake. I am drenched in sweat, my body is shaking. Through the fog in my head I hear my Master say I have pleased him, I am a good pet, I am a good slave.
There is no greater joy than to know this. Thank you for allowing me to serve you Master.

Then he reminds me… This was only day one slave, and you still await your punishment for losing count.

Insatiable,

Wow, can see so many of my thoughts, feeling and desires in your report.

While our journey's are similiar they are also different.

Good luck on your's as i continue mine.

kristin