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Hi,
I havent had an orgasm for 48 days. My initial goal was to break my previous denial record of 30 days. It turned out that I got used to it and want to keep denying myself.
But I dont have any goal in front of me so I searched the web for some games to play that control me. Since I like to have some sort of uncertainty I want you to decide which rules I follow until the end of my denial.

1 - Roll once a week for a chance to cum.
Pretty simple: I have a certain chance to cum which I will roll once a week. At the moment I think about a 10% chance. If I dont hit my outcome I have to wait another week for the next roll.

2 - Wait until I have a wet dream(orgasm during sleep)
Total uncertainty, I know that I can get them but I cant induce them in any way I know off. Sometimes I wake up just before orgasm, which will be even more frustrating with this rule applied.

3 - Collect points for a chance to cum
For certain tasks I gain points and when I have enough im allowed to buy a roll for a chance to cum. I dont have this planned out yet, so if you like this idea feel free to comment some tasks and how many points they give. Im aiming for 25 points for a chance to roll.

4 - https://www.faproulette.co/6608/instagram-mistress/

Also let me know if you are interested in updates. I will leave the poll up for 3 days.
Thanks for voting

Hey! I voted, and am also interested in updates. How did you manage to go so long? Do you have any advice for someone whos never managed more than 12 days denial?

The first time I went so long was NoNutNovember 2019. Im very competitive, so just knowing that I beat lots of other people during it was enough to keep me going.

This time it was about improving my discipline. I wanted to start working out regularly and doing more for my university classes and started to track the days denied and the days I worked out (my workouts were improved greatly, but my classes are still lacking a bit). Also, im not in chastity during the denial period. I allow myself to jerk off and edge, which at this point has taken the place of orgasms so much, that I get some pleasure out of it.

As for advice:
Think about, why you failed to go longer the last time.
Maybe you couldnt hold an edge? Then stop earlier when approaching one and learn to control it, it gets easier the more you do it. Maybe you just couldnt hold out any longer and decided to just cum. For me it helps to have a goal in front of me (thats the main point I started this poll ). It also helps if im very horny and think about cumming, to just start doing something totally unrelated. That could be anything from cleaning your bathroom to reading a book or learning something new. Usually after 10mins im not that horny anymore and so I can abstain from having an orgasm.

I hope this gives some insight and helps a bit.

At the time I post this the poll has 3 hours to go and the faproulette is in the lead with one point. I will post updates in this thread from time to time

The poll is over and unluckily we got a tie between the faproulette and waiting for a wet dream.
I will go with the wet dream, since I prefer waiting for a nightly orgasm.
I think it also comes with a greater uncertainty, which is fun

Here is a first update:
Today it has been exactly 70 days since my last orgasm. Thats 10 weeks, or close to 1/5 of a year(!).
Im starting to go crazy, especially when im horny, which happens often at this point.
Since this poll I had some sexual dreams but none of them got as far as being a wet dream.
I stopped edging since 2 days now because I often had some precum coming out during it, which isnt helpful when waiting for a wet dream. I watch porn every evening to get horny before I go to sleep, maybe its easier that way.
I really hope that it doesnt take much longer, otherwise I might break. I also want to ask for some punishments that I have to do if I cum before having a wet dream. Feel free to share your suggestions

Something surprising happened this night. I had a wet dream in the night from the 74th to the 75th day. It was probably that I stopped to edge that helped a lot. So technically I have completed my challenge, but...

We are already on day 75 with my previous record being 30 days. So some of you may already have the same thing in mind as I have right now:

100 days sounds like a way better record than anything lower (since im already over 69 days ).
So I will try to do 25 more days. Wish me luck.

Last update for this thread: Today is day 101 of orgasm denial for me.
I made it all the way through, although some of the edges the last few weeks were very close calls.

A little conclusion:
I probably wont ever go this long without an orgasm again, at least not without a partner.
It gets boring after some time because I got used to being denied. It was just the new standard for me.
Still, im happy that I made it over 100 days and have this record now to brag about (Noone is going to care )