My month with denial
Posted: Sun Jul 07, 2019 4:17 pm
I'm already at some kind of denial session and I'm trying to watch porn to make myself more horny, but without jerking as crazy freak to not came too fast 
it's really interesting experience, because it's making me reeeally horny almost all day long 
The reason of this denial is that I'm already during business trip, so I don't have much time to jerk off. My last proper jerking session (proper means 1-2h of jerking and edging finished with orgasm) was on day before leaving (17.06).
During the trip I'm often coming back tired or late and also we sleep in 2-3 persons rooms with colleagues, so there are not many occasions to have fun
That it's why I'm only able to jerk right before sleep or during the shower. I decided to try some denial at this occasion.
From 17.06 I came only 2 times. Once was on 27.06, after some alco and weed, when I came back to my room I decided to try first time how it is to jerk off after MJ. At beginning I planned to edge few times and still stay denied, but finally I wanted to also try an orgasm when being stoned
Second time was on 30.06, at the morning, during the shower. It was fast jerking just to unload the pressure so it may even not be counted, but after all orgasm was there 
My next "proper" jerking session will be after coming back to home, around 15-17.07
So till this time I'll try to deny myself at least for few more days now, and if some orgasm will appear that should be the last one during this trip
In last days I thought about making so more fun with all this denial, and decided to bring it outside, to Milovana
ps1. My favorite things are: teens/young ladies, mostly asses, but also like nice titties (mid sized), public sex, anal sex, femdom (eg JOI or even sometimes CEI, humiliation), I'm a bit into BI, so I like also cumshots and big, especially black dicks (but please, don't show me gay porn)
ps2. pornhub vids are preferred, because I have account there, so it will stay on my "watched" playlist + may change in some way change "recommended" vids, what also will be interesting and may affect on my future jerking sessions
during writing I jerk some and even edged few times, one time I was really close It affected on that today I was incredibly horny, was thinking about this post, some porn vid and when I saw sexy girl I was undressing her with my eyes so many hardons was already today
ps4. here is approximated "calendar" of my recently orgasms and porn watching sessions
it's really interesting experience, because it's making me reeeally horny almost all day long The reason of this denial is that I'm already during business trip, so I don't have much time to jerk off. My last proper jerking session (proper means 1-2h of jerking and edging finished with orgasm) was on day before leaving (17.06).
During the trip I'm often coming back tired or late and also we sleep in 2-3 persons rooms with colleagues, so there are not many occasions to have fun
That it's why I'm only able to jerk right before sleep or during the shower. I decided to try some denial at this occasion. From 17.06 I came only 2 times. Once was on 27.06, after some alco and weed, when I came back to my room I decided to try first time how it is to jerk off after MJ. At beginning I planned to edge few times and still stay denied, but finally I wanted to also try an orgasm when being stoned
Second time was on 30.06, at the morning, during the shower. It was fast jerking just to unload the pressure so it may even not be counted, but after all orgasm was there My next "proper" jerking session will be after coming back to home, around 15-17.07
So till this time I'll try to deny myself at least for few more days now, and if some orgasm will appear that should be the last one during this trip In last days I thought about making so more fun with all this denial, and decided to bring it outside, to Milovana
- So, please guys and Ladies, tease me a bit more with Yours propositions of porn vids/pics to watch when I would have time for that
Even if I would not use every of them during this week, I will use them during my next "proper" jerking session when I will come back home 
- To make it more interesting, I give You "power" to decide if I can jerk my cock during watching Your content or if I can't even touch my cock
(You don't have to tell me to edge. Already only few stroke are enough to bring me to the egde
- You can also decide if I should lead it to orgasm/ruined orgasm (I'm not good in that, but I will try )
ps1. My favorite things are: teens/young ladies, mostly asses, but also like nice titties (mid sized), public sex, anal sex, femdom (eg JOI or even sometimes CEI, humiliation), I'm a bit into BI, so I like also cumshots and big, especially black dicks
(but please, don't show me gay porn) ps2. pornhub vids are preferred, because I have account there, so it will stay on my "watched" playlist + may change in some way change "recommended" vids, what also will be interesting and may affect on my future jerking sessions
- Spoiler: show
during writing I jerk some and even edged few times, one time I was really close It affected on that today I was incredibly horny, was thinking about this post, some porn vid and when I saw sexy girl I was undressing her with my eyes so many hardons was already today ps4. here is approximated "calendar" of my recently orgasms and porn watching sessions
- Spoiler: show
but again... without cumshot, even ruined one 
and I left my cock alone... but Her moaning made my to blow up a load all over my chest after ~10 seconds anyway 
would be amazing to lick her both holes to pleasure her