"Sub Trip"
Posted: Thu May 22, 2008 7:52 am
Sub Trip
I
She smiles as I enter. She is smartly dressed in a kind of "office worker" way - white blouse with bra barely discernible underneath, a black and white dog-tooth check skirt above the knee, black tights and black medium heels. She turns and walks confidently and I follow her into the room. It is an average Edinburgh sitting room, though fairly empty. There is a black leather sofa and she sits down, crossing her legs and smiles at me once more. I am standing in the middle of the room facing her. She indicates the carpeted floor and suggests I kneel down, "I think it would be a good way to establish our relationship right from the start” she says. I get down on my knees in front of her, my eyes now roughly level with hers. "Also I think you should lower your eyes for now," she says. "You may look at my feet and legs but not above the knees." I comply. It feels unnatural and though I want to look at her face I keep my head bowed, my eyes are fixed on her shoes, her ankles, lower legs and knees. I feel disorientated and strangely aroused.
"Good", she says. She talks to me in a cheerful, confident manner.
"Let's talk about why you're here" she says, "Why do you think you are here?"
I'm a bit uncertain what to say. "I don't know," I say.
"Of course you do" she says evenly, "why are you here?"
"Because I deserve to be punished?" I venture.
"No, no silly" she says dismissively, "try again".
"Em, to serve you?"
"Well you will. But that's not really why you're here is it?" she says. I am staring at her legs sheathed in nylon, one foot swaying mesmerisingly in front of me. I feel I could smell her scent if I inhale deeply. A pause hangs in the air which she breaks.
"You are here because you want to be here" she explains. "You have arranged to be here because you want to be sexually humiliated and punished, isn't that right?"
"Yes, it is" I mumble, ashamed.
"You want to serve me though you don't even know me. You want to have pain inflicted upon you, to be humbled and abused as I see fit. To do anything degrading which I ask. You are here to suffer, to be maltreated, and to thank me for doing it. Isn't that so Adam?"
It's the first time she has used my name and instinctively I raise my eyes to her and smile. "Eyes down" she commands. "Oh. Sorry... Mistress," I say.
"I am not your Mistress," she says, "and you are not my slave. That represents a very particular, very special kind of relationship. I am just the person who is going to abuse you, nothing more. You may call me Nicole, or if you prefer "Miss".
"Yes, Miss" I reply.
"Good boy. Now, no more looking at my gorgeous legs for a while (there was a teasing humour in her voice) I want you to lie face down on the carpet. Arms straight out. Legs apart, like a starfish. Face to the floor. I want you looking at the carpet. In fact I want you kissing the carpet. Go on"
I lie face down as she says and spread my legs. I hesitate and then pucker my lips and kiss the rough carpet. I cannot see her but I can hear her and sense her walking around me.
“You are aware, I am sure, of the universal law of equilibrium,” she says looking down to me, “which ensures that all life is kept in perfect balance. If one man becomes richer another must becomes poor. When someone has good luck, someone else will have bad. Therefore, logically, pleasure must be balanced by suffering.” As she says this she halts and stands on the back of it my right hand, slowly applying her weight. My head naturally turns slightly towards it.
"Eyes front" she says. “Today we will be enacting a microcosm of this universal law of harmony.”
She walks behind me and stands between my legs. She kicks my feet further apart, "Wider" she says, and I try to part my legs as far as I can.
“You know we are very lucky. We are a perfect match. I enjoy pleasure and you will offset it with your suffering - it’s like being carbon neutral, it’s almost ecological” she laughs.
While saying this she maintains the pressure on my hand. She circles behind me, between my legs. She places the point of her toe between my buttocks and runs it up and down the crease. She points her toe and presses it between my cheeks, finding my anus and pressing against it. I wriggle under the pressure.
"Be still!" she says. She grinds her toe into my arse.
"What are we like back there?" she says. "Clean?"
"Yes Miss, " I say.
"I hope so." "Tight?" her toe seems to press marginally harder.
"Yes Miss" I say. There is a tremble in my voice.
"Ah , that's nice" she says, but I cannot read her meaning. Her foot runs down my ass between my buttocks, pressing down just catching my balls from behind, squashing them into the floor.
She comes up to my head and places her foot under my face.
“You may kiss my shoes,” she says.
Immediately I begin kissing and licking the tops of them.
“Turn over on your back,” she commands. She raises her leg, placing the sole of her shoe on my mouth. I can see up her skirt to the outline of white knickers beneath the crotch of her black tights. She points her toes and pushes the tip of her shoe into my mouth, then her heel which she lowers in and out as though I’m sucking it off. I smell feet and taste shoe leather. She makes me do this for both feet. She withdraws and walks to between my legs and ‘dries’ her shoes on my crotch. Instinctively I try to bring my legs together to protect myself but she makes me spread them wide. She pushes into my groin, crushing my cock and balls under her foot.
She comes up my body and stands astride my chest, again I am fixated by the view up her skirt. She lowers herself until she is sitting on my chest, her knees apart resting on my arms. Her skirt rides slightly up her thighs and I glimpse close at hand the white triangle of her underwear. I am excited by the heat and weight of her pussy and ass resting on my body. She puts one hand behind my head, cradling it and talks gently to me. She tells me that we must be honest, that everything is simple and there’s no need to complicate it. While saying this she slaps my face. She tells me that I enjoy pain and so that is what I will get, she enjoys pleasure and so that is what she will get. Periodically she slaps my face as she talks, left hand then right hand. The power of her pussy so close is mesmerising me. She tells me each slap is like a kiss. She tells me she will try her best to make sure I suffer. I am slightly stunned by the blows and the proximity of her pussy and I can feel my cock throbbing in my pants. I struggle to say “Thank you, Miss”
II
"You may strip now" she says.
Gingerly I get to my feet and remove my clothes. She is watching me and though I don't know why I downcast my gaze and don't return her look. When I remove my trousers my underwear is damp. Shamefaced I lower my boxer shorts and my cock bobs out, obviously swollen but not fully erect.
She has me lay face down again spread-eagled on the floor. She walks behind me, stands with her heels on the soles of my feet. Kicks my thighs apart. Explores my anus with the point of her shoe and then downwards to the base of my cock.
At first she is gentle. Just feeling her way. I am trying to remain motionless but it's impossible as she homes in on my nuts, she is reading the little squirming motions I am making. Slowly she starts to apply more pressure. The sole of her shoe is placed on my balls and is flattening them into the carpet. I can't help it but I start moaning and trembling under the pressure. "Quiet. Be still" she orders, but the pressure on my testicles remains constant. It is incredibly hard to keep my arms and legs outstretched. I feel so vulnerable. My every instinct is to pull my legs up together and cup my nuts with both hands to protect them. The strain is constant and my arms and legs start to quiver. Just when I think I can't take any more she softly raises her foot and relieves my pain. I sigh loudly and I realise my breath is coming quickly in gulps.
She waits for a moment.
"Did you enjoy that?" she asks teasingly.
"Yes Miss" I say, dazed, through a mouthful of carpet.
"Good boy" she says encouragingly. "This is a good way to make a start. Would you like me to do it again?"
Inside I'm trembling but I know the answer,
"Yes, please Miss".
"I knew you would. But first I think you should ask me to. Just to confirm that we're doing this for you, to get it all clear from the start. In fact I think you should beg me to do it again. And what's more, you know I have the feeling that I wasn't really getting all of your balls there, I think they were starting to shrivel up and hide from 'little old me'. I think you'd have more to appreciate if you made sure that your cock and balls were pulled right down for me to get at."
I am torn between the slightly sick feeling in my stomach and the blizzard of sex pheromones she is stirring in my brain. She is waiting for me to beg.
"Please Miss would you stand on my balls again?" I ask obligingly.
"Why of course" she says. "And what else?"
"And may I please adjust myself so that you can get at them more easily?"
"Why?" she says, drawing it out of me.
"So that you can inflict as much suffering on them as possible," I mumble.
"Excellent," she says, "Only ask and you shall receive". She is enthusiasm personified.
It’s not easy because my cock is now hard and I have to bend it back at an unnatural angle to push it between my legs. In a sexual stupor I bring my hands down to my nuts and reluctantly push my cock and scrotum back down between my legs to make them more accessible for her foot. My face in the carpet and my legs spread I am helpless.
She has taken off her shoes and her stockinged foot swiftly homes in on its target. Before my nervous balls have a chance to retreat she plants the sole of her dainty foot right on my scrotal sac, just above my nuts, pushing them down and out, away from my body. They are trapped with my cock. Ever so softly and gently, but with firm and unrelenting pressure, she rolls her foot sideways and onto my defenceless balls, then slightly off again and then back. The rhythm and pressure builds until she reaches a point of equilibrium where she has them just exactly as she wants them. All the weight she wishes to exert is totally and effortlessly transmitted to the floor via my flattened balls. It's as though my whole being is trapped beneath her foot, squashed flat against the floor at a point of tension which has me barely able to breathe. She holds it like this. Her other foot comes to rest on my cockhead and begins to grind it into the carpet.
"Legs apart, Adam" she says as my knees start to shake.
"How long can you stand this?" she says.
I am quivering all over. "I can't" I say.
"Good" she says. And adds a little more weight to my balls just for a moment, two moments, and then releases her foot. A groan escapes me that sounds as though it came from another person.
I
She smiles as I enter. She is smartly dressed in a kind of "office worker" way - white blouse with bra barely discernible underneath, a black and white dog-tooth check skirt above the knee, black tights and black medium heels. She turns and walks confidently and I follow her into the room. It is an average Edinburgh sitting room, though fairly empty. There is a black leather sofa and she sits down, crossing her legs and smiles at me once more. I am standing in the middle of the room facing her. She indicates the carpeted floor and suggests I kneel down, "I think it would be a good way to establish our relationship right from the start” she says. I get down on my knees in front of her, my eyes now roughly level with hers. "Also I think you should lower your eyes for now," she says. "You may look at my feet and legs but not above the knees." I comply. It feels unnatural and though I want to look at her face I keep my head bowed, my eyes are fixed on her shoes, her ankles, lower legs and knees. I feel disorientated and strangely aroused.
"Good", she says. She talks to me in a cheerful, confident manner.
"Let's talk about why you're here" she says, "Why do you think you are here?"
I'm a bit uncertain what to say. "I don't know," I say.
"Of course you do" she says evenly, "why are you here?"
"Because I deserve to be punished?" I venture.
"No, no silly" she says dismissively, "try again".
"Em, to serve you?"
"Well you will. But that's not really why you're here is it?" she says. I am staring at her legs sheathed in nylon, one foot swaying mesmerisingly in front of me. I feel I could smell her scent if I inhale deeply. A pause hangs in the air which she breaks.
"You are here because you want to be here" she explains. "You have arranged to be here because you want to be sexually humiliated and punished, isn't that right?"
"Yes, it is" I mumble, ashamed.
"You want to serve me though you don't even know me. You want to have pain inflicted upon you, to be humbled and abused as I see fit. To do anything degrading which I ask. You are here to suffer, to be maltreated, and to thank me for doing it. Isn't that so Adam?"
It's the first time she has used my name and instinctively I raise my eyes to her and smile. "Eyes down" she commands. "Oh. Sorry... Mistress," I say.
"I am not your Mistress," she says, "and you are not my slave. That represents a very particular, very special kind of relationship. I am just the person who is going to abuse you, nothing more. You may call me Nicole, or if you prefer "Miss".
"Yes, Miss" I reply.
"Good boy. Now, no more looking at my gorgeous legs for a while (there was a teasing humour in her voice) I want you to lie face down on the carpet. Arms straight out. Legs apart, like a starfish. Face to the floor. I want you looking at the carpet. In fact I want you kissing the carpet. Go on"
I lie face down as she says and spread my legs. I hesitate and then pucker my lips and kiss the rough carpet. I cannot see her but I can hear her and sense her walking around me.
“You are aware, I am sure, of the universal law of equilibrium,” she says looking down to me, “which ensures that all life is kept in perfect balance. If one man becomes richer another must becomes poor. When someone has good luck, someone else will have bad. Therefore, logically, pleasure must be balanced by suffering.” As she says this she halts and stands on the back of it my right hand, slowly applying her weight. My head naturally turns slightly towards it.
"Eyes front" she says. “Today we will be enacting a microcosm of this universal law of harmony.”
She walks behind me and stands between my legs. She kicks my feet further apart, "Wider" she says, and I try to part my legs as far as I can.
“You know we are very lucky. We are a perfect match. I enjoy pleasure and you will offset it with your suffering - it’s like being carbon neutral, it’s almost ecological” she laughs.
While saying this she maintains the pressure on my hand. She circles behind me, between my legs. She places the point of her toe between my buttocks and runs it up and down the crease. She points her toe and presses it between my cheeks, finding my anus and pressing against it. I wriggle under the pressure.
"Be still!" she says. She grinds her toe into my arse.
"What are we like back there?" she says. "Clean?"
"Yes Miss, " I say.
"I hope so." "Tight?" her toe seems to press marginally harder.
"Yes Miss" I say. There is a tremble in my voice.
"Ah , that's nice" she says, but I cannot read her meaning. Her foot runs down my ass between my buttocks, pressing down just catching my balls from behind, squashing them into the floor.
She comes up to my head and places her foot under my face.
“You may kiss my shoes,” she says.
Immediately I begin kissing and licking the tops of them.
“Turn over on your back,” she commands. She raises her leg, placing the sole of her shoe on my mouth. I can see up her skirt to the outline of white knickers beneath the crotch of her black tights. She points her toes and pushes the tip of her shoe into my mouth, then her heel which she lowers in and out as though I’m sucking it off. I smell feet and taste shoe leather. She makes me do this for both feet. She withdraws and walks to between my legs and ‘dries’ her shoes on my crotch. Instinctively I try to bring my legs together to protect myself but she makes me spread them wide. She pushes into my groin, crushing my cock and balls under her foot.
She comes up my body and stands astride my chest, again I am fixated by the view up her skirt. She lowers herself until she is sitting on my chest, her knees apart resting on my arms. Her skirt rides slightly up her thighs and I glimpse close at hand the white triangle of her underwear. I am excited by the heat and weight of her pussy and ass resting on my body. She puts one hand behind my head, cradling it and talks gently to me. She tells me that we must be honest, that everything is simple and there’s no need to complicate it. While saying this she slaps my face. She tells me that I enjoy pain and so that is what I will get, she enjoys pleasure and so that is what she will get. Periodically she slaps my face as she talks, left hand then right hand. The power of her pussy so close is mesmerising me. She tells me each slap is like a kiss. She tells me she will try her best to make sure I suffer. I am slightly stunned by the blows and the proximity of her pussy and I can feel my cock throbbing in my pants. I struggle to say “Thank you, Miss”
II
"You may strip now" she says.
Gingerly I get to my feet and remove my clothes. She is watching me and though I don't know why I downcast my gaze and don't return her look. When I remove my trousers my underwear is damp. Shamefaced I lower my boxer shorts and my cock bobs out, obviously swollen but not fully erect.
She has me lay face down again spread-eagled on the floor. She walks behind me, stands with her heels on the soles of my feet. Kicks my thighs apart. Explores my anus with the point of her shoe and then downwards to the base of my cock.
At first she is gentle. Just feeling her way. I am trying to remain motionless but it's impossible as she homes in on my nuts, she is reading the little squirming motions I am making. Slowly she starts to apply more pressure. The sole of her shoe is placed on my balls and is flattening them into the carpet. I can't help it but I start moaning and trembling under the pressure. "Quiet. Be still" she orders, but the pressure on my testicles remains constant. It is incredibly hard to keep my arms and legs outstretched. I feel so vulnerable. My every instinct is to pull my legs up together and cup my nuts with both hands to protect them. The strain is constant and my arms and legs start to quiver. Just when I think I can't take any more she softly raises her foot and relieves my pain. I sigh loudly and I realise my breath is coming quickly in gulps.
She waits for a moment.
"Did you enjoy that?" she asks teasingly.
"Yes Miss" I say, dazed, through a mouthful of carpet.
"Good boy" she says encouragingly. "This is a good way to make a start. Would you like me to do it again?"
Inside I'm trembling but I know the answer,
"Yes, please Miss".
"I knew you would. But first I think you should ask me to. Just to confirm that we're doing this for you, to get it all clear from the start. In fact I think you should beg me to do it again. And what's more, you know I have the feeling that I wasn't really getting all of your balls there, I think they were starting to shrivel up and hide from 'little old me'. I think you'd have more to appreciate if you made sure that your cock and balls were pulled right down for me to get at."
I am torn between the slightly sick feeling in my stomach and the blizzard of sex pheromones she is stirring in my brain. She is waiting for me to beg.
"Please Miss would you stand on my balls again?" I ask obligingly.
"Why of course" she says. "And what else?"
"And may I please adjust myself so that you can get at them more easily?"
"Why?" she says, drawing it out of me.
"So that you can inflict as much suffering on them as possible," I mumble.
"Excellent," she says, "Only ask and you shall receive". She is enthusiasm personified.
It’s not easy because my cock is now hard and I have to bend it back at an unnatural angle to push it between my legs. In a sexual stupor I bring my hands down to my nuts and reluctantly push my cock and scrotum back down between my legs to make them more accessible for her foot. My face in the carpet and my legs spread I am helpless.
She has taken off her shoes and her stockinged foot swiftly homes in on its target. Before my nervous balls have a chance to retreat she plants the sole of her dainty foot right on my scrotal sac, just above my nuts, pushing them down and out, away from my body. They are trapped with my cock. Ever so softly and gently, but with firm and unrelenting pressure, she rolls her foot sideways and onto my defenceless balls, then slightly off again and then back. The rhythm and pressure builds until she reaches a point of equilibrium where she has them just exactly as she wants them. All the weight she wishes to exert is totally and effortlessly transmitted to the floor via my flattened balls. It's as though my whole being is trapped beneath her foot, squashed flat against the floor at a point of tension which has me barely able to breathe. She holds it like this. Her other foot comes to rest on my cockhead and begins to grind it into the carpet.
"Legs apart, Adam" she says as my knees start to shake.
"How long can you stand this?" she says.
I am quivering all over. "I can't" I say.
"Good" she says. And adds a little more weight to my balls just for a moment, two moments, and then releases her foot. A groan escapes me that sounds as though it came from another person.