39 Days
Posted: Sat May 10, 2008 10:28 pm
That's over a month.
I'm sure some of you reading this will know a bit of the background; some of you were participants in various ways.
On 29 March with Princess Raquel's permission I had the first of what I expected to be three ruined orgasms - stimulation, climax, hands-off! Squirt squirt into the air. I also had Her permission to cum over a picture of a female friend who likes that kind of thing. I got a bit carried away and did the same thing on 30 March. Princess Raquel said that I only had permission to do one juicy pic for my friend and as a result permission for my third ruined orgasm was withdrawn.
Then there was April Fool’s Day – Princess Raquel really tricked me into believing I was going to cum that day.
Then I went on vacation and although I had an opportunity to cum then, it didn’t happen. Afterwards Princess Raquel made an off-hand comment that I was on a vacation from cumming.
But then I was a foolish slave and let myself be topped by Princess Umina without telling her that I was Princess Raquel’s slave. Princess Umina didn’t let me cum, but that is not the point.
It then got worse as in chat I made some comment to Princess Christie and others about how it was ok to serve more than one Mistress. That was not what I meant to say but that was how it came out and I for sure am not one to contradict a Princess. I do know that much. Worse gabbly chat crashed and so I had no opportunity to correct myself. But i didn’t think anything of it.
Well ... was I in for a big shock. Princess Christie did warn me, but I was in a high state of distress when I realised I had offended Princess Raquel.
Princess Raquel has been so good to me and I am so lucky to be Her slave that I was very upset that I had let Her down. It was a bleak period, but as a result one of the outcomes was that I would go at least a month without cumming.
I was lucky as the start date was 1 April.
So, I had already gone without for a while and was generally aroused. Princess Raquel had me on a self discovery exercise which effectively meant I got close each day. This left me very wriggly and randy and horny and frustrated, but I used to look forward to rubbing myself even though I hated when it was time to stop.
April was a month that had plenty of ... um, titillation. But after the first period – a few weeks – it kind of became a matter of pride that I was not having any orgasms. It was as if they were being sacrificed for my Princess. Not cumming for so long made me incredibly submissive and a few other things happened that really broke my will. It was very interesting to see what was happening to me.
A whole month!
It is hard to believe.
But of course the period of denial was “at least a month.”
Princess Raquel, who is a wonderful person, did give me a way out, but it didn’t eventuate ... was close, but well ... I’m being obscure. Let’s just say I had a few real life chances to have proper sex that just didn’t eventuate. For a variety of reasons, some my own failings.
So how did it all end?
I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that my Princess was on and pleaded to cum and in Her magnificence She agreed. I was to cum over my face and that’s what happened. Yes some did go into my mouth but most went all over my chest. I ended up in one big sticky spermie mess.
Being able to just play with myself to orgasm was so nice.
It has reminded me what I missed out on. To that extent it is worse to look back on than it actually felt at the time (when I was consumed by pride). But now I know I have been punished.
I know this is probably not as clear as it could be and I am happy to answer questions.
All I know is that Princess Raquel is truly, honestly, the absolute best thing for me and has had an amazing beneficial impact on my life. Serving Her has made me a much better person. I am much more self aware and content and very happy. Princess Raquel has been very good to me and has been very good for me.
I'm sure some of you reading this will know a bit of the background; some of you were participants in various ways.
On 29 March with Princess Raquel's permission I had the first of what I expected to be three ruined orgasms - stimulation, climax, hands-off! Squirt squirt into the air. I also had Her permission to cum over a picture of a female friend who likes that kind of thing. I got a bit carried away and did the same thing on 30 March. Princess Raquel said that I only had permission to do one juicy pic for my friend and as a result permission for my third ruined orgasm was withdrawn.
Then there was April Fool’s Day – Princess Raquel really tricked me into believing I was going to cum that day.
Then I went on vacation and although I had an opportunity to cum then, it didn’t happen. Afterwards Princess Raquel made an off-hand comment that I was on a vacation from cumming.
But then I was a foolish slave and let myself be topped by Princess Umina without telling her that I was Princess Raquel’s slave. Princess Umina didn’t let me cum, but that is not the point.
It then got worse as in chat I made some comment to Princess Christie and others about how it was ok to serve more than one Mistress. That was not what I meant to say but that was how it came out and I for sure am not one to contradict a Princess. I do know that much. Worse gabbly chat crashed and so I had no opportunity to correct myself. But i didn’t think anything of it.
Well ... was I in for a big shock. Princess Christie did warn me, but I was in a high state of distress when I realised I had offended Princess Raquel.
Princess Raquel has been so good to me and I am so lucky to be Her slave that I was very upset that I had let Her down. It was a bleak period, but as a result one of the outcomes was that I would go at least a month without cumming.
I was lucky as the start date was 1 April.
So, I had already gone without for a while and was generally aroused. Princess Raquel had me on a self discovery exercise which effectively meant I got close each day. This left me very wriggly and randy and horny and frustrated, but I used to look forward to rubbing myself even though I hated when it was time to stop.
April was a month that had plenty of ... um, titillation. But after the first period – a few weeks – it kind of became a matter of pride that I was not having any orgasms. It was as if they were being sacrificed for my Princess. Not cumming for so long made me incredibly submissive and a few other things happened that really broke my will. It was very interesting to see what was happening to me.
A whole month!
It is hard to believe.
But of course the period of denial was “at least a month.”
Princess Raquel, who is a wonderful person, did give me a way out, but it didn’t eventuate ... was close, but well ... I’m being obscure. Let’s just say I had a few real life chances to have proper sex that just didn’t eventuate. For a variety of reasons, some my own failings.
So how did it all end?
I woke up in the middle of the night and saw that my Princess was on and pleaded to cum and in Her magnificence She agreed. I was to cum over my face and that’s what happened. Yes some did go into my mouth but most went all over my chest. I ended up in one big sticky spermie mess.
Being able to just play with myself to orgasm was so nice.
It has reminded me what I missed out on. To that extent it is worse to look back on than it actually felt at the time (when I was consumed by pride). But now I know I have been punished.
I know this is probably not as clear as it could be and I am happy to answer questions.
All I know is that Princess Raquel is truly, honestly, the absolute best thing for me and has had an amazing beneficial impact on my life. Serving Her has made me a much better person. I am much more self aware and content and very happy. Princess Raquel has been very good to me and has been very good for me.