My own "extreme" Sissy Challenge
Posted: Thu Mar 10, 2016 10:38 pm
Hello everyone,
I searched for a mistress for a pretty long time and I didnt found something beside one time, but this kinda failed cause of my stupidity.
So I started going my own way through webteases, Joi/Cei/Femdom videos and I really enjoyed this.
Sometimes I started with thoughts like "Wtf are you actually doing" etc. after I cum several times, guys probably know this "lost of interest" after they cum. But in the end, I noticed some changes in my mind. I started prefering "softporn" or JOI/CEI Videos instead of all other kind of porn. I found some really sexy shemales I masturbate a lot to. I really like pictures of girls covered with cum and I always imagine licking it up from them when I see those images.
I decided to follow a strict plan as Sissy-Slave, made by myself (cause dont have a mistress to do so for me).
I am in vacation till saturday evening, so I will start that plan as soon as I am home saturday afternoon.
I am really afraid of loosing the motivation for this when I finally cum some time, so one of the rules is: No full cum at all for me from now on, only ruins.
The detailled plan:
http://pastebin.com/raw/Ts3ukWmM
I wantes to post it here but the design of the text was kinda broken, so I uploades it to pastebin.
I know that this is a really intense thing, but I will try to follow this plan as good as I can.
What do you think about this at all, or what you think about this specific plan/idea?
Any tips what I should take care about? Any things I could change or add? Like other exercises etc.?
I have most of the toys I need at home (beside the clothes), so I can start soon, but I will buy some new stuff next month (Clothes aswell as toys).
-Fabian aka. Celine :)
I searched for a mistress for a pretty long time and I didnt found something beside one time, but this kinda failed cause of my stupidity.
So I started going my own way through webteases, Joi/Cei/Femdom videos and I really enjoyed this.
Sometimes I started with thoughts like "Wtf are you actually doing" etc. after I cum several times, guys probably know this "lost of interest" after they cum. But in the end, I noticed some changes in my mind. I started prefering "softporn" or JOI/CEI Videos instead of all other kind of porn. I found some really sexy shemales I masturbate a lot to. I really like pictures of girls covered with cum and I always imagine licking it up from them when I see those images.
I decided to follow a strict plan as Sissy-Slave, made by myself (cause dont have a mistress to do so for me).
I am in vacation till saturday evening, so I will start that plan as soon as I am home saturday afternoon.
I am really afraid of loosing the motivation for this when I finally cum some time, so one of the rules is: No full cum at all for me from now on, only ruins.
The detailled plan:
http://pastebin.com/raw/Ts3ukWmM
I wantes to post it here but the design of the text was kinda broken, so I uploades it to pastebin.
I know that this is a really intense thing, but I will try to follow this plan as good as I can.
What do you think about this at all, or what you think about this specific plan/idea?
Any tips what I should take care about? Any things I could change or add? Like other exercises etc.?
I have most of the toys I need at home (beside the clothes), so I can start soon, but I will buy some new stuff next month (Clothes aswell as toys).
-Fabian aka. Celine :)