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Hi Everyone,

I have always had a cum eating fetish, but almost always chicken out when the time comes. I have maybe gotten to the point where it makes it to my intended target once or twice and never swallowed.

I decided I would try to complete the forming a new habit series in hopes of helping me follow through. I am going to note my progress each day as another way of helping me follow through with each day's task.

Thanks and wish me luck!

Preview Day Complete

Forced myself to do the tease, came on my face as the tease required while watching the video, most landing on my chin. As soon as I started to come, it was honestly pretty gross and I immediately regretted my decision. Hopefully it gets easier the more you do it!

There is an easier way! I can teach. And you won't get grossed out.

That tease is great though.

oh wow just joined and what better way then to try a tease. I tried this tease too not knowing what i had to do i was a bit excited. Well i never did or tried anything like this before but wanted to see if i could do it. I got all worked up and put my legs over my head which was new to me. I got on edge and had to stop because i just couldnt go through with it but i then realized i went over the edge and before i knew it i shot my first load at my face i turned left to right as i kept cumming. My first facial a bit embarrassed

SissyFace wrote:There is an easier way! I can teach. And you won't get grossed out.

That tease is great though.

do tell

banana37 wrote:

SissyFace wrote:There is an easier way! I can teach. And you won't get grossed out.

That tease is great though.

do tell

Ok, it's going to happen.

The key to this is submission.

You want to take a load of cum on your face, or in your mouth.

You work yourself up, but just before cumming, you always pussy out.

The secret is, to get in the position with your legs back over your head, cock in front of your face, with your whore mouth wide open and tongue stuck out, awaiting the facial we all know you crave, and RIDE THAT EDGE.

It's very important that you don't cross the line. You are not allowed to cross the point of no return. You know what I'm talking about. Do not do it. Obey. You have to stay (don't do anything that could hurt your neck or back), exposed ass up in the air, legs over your head, cock right in front of your eyes. You have to stay like that and don't dare close your mouth.

Now, you're basically going to get as close to the edge as possible, w/out fully going over. You can do a countdown or whatever you want, but keep reminding yourself to keep your mouth open, tongue out. You are submitting.

You are not allowed to cum, but the cock in front of you is still going to cum. That's right, all over your face. Keep your mouth open. Get right up to the edge, and right up to your point of no return. Just barely cross it, and then hold back. Obey.

Etc. Etc. Anyway, this is how you do it. You don't fully cum, you just hold back and sort of half ruin your orgasm. You won't feel grossed out or have any regrets and actually you'll still be pretty horny, but you will have big load of cum on your face.

Day One complete

I really didn't feel like coming on my face today, but I did since I posted this and wanted to follow through. This is really going to help keep me motivated. I closed my eyes when I was coming which made it easier, but I still didn't like doing it. Wiped the cum immediately, still hoping it gets easier the more you do it.

Day 2 Complete

Today was a little bit easier, I'm still figuring out the easiest position to hit my face. I have been coming a bit more than normal which isn't the greatest. I came on my face and left it for about 20 seconds before wiping it off. Some splashed on my mouth, but I haven't tasted it yet. I can see how coming this way every day will start to get easier, so hopefully this trend continues.

Day 3 complete

Shot towards my face, still having a hard time with my aim. Some almost hit my eye, and the rest was just random around my face and chin. Need to practice, I have a whole month for that though which is both great and terrible.

Keep posting and go through with it ! I have the same crave and the same difficulties than you, so your thread is inspiring :)

Yeah, I actually stopped b/c the flipping legs thing was starting to hurt my neck. I'll need to find another way. I tried searching online for some sort of training which gives you tasks or assignments but didn't find much. Mostly single pay for videos and phone sex stuff. I wouldn't mind paying a little bit for some sort of training program, not sure if something like that exists. If anyone knows of any good ones please do let me know. Thanks.

When I first swallowed my cum it was by listening to erotic hypnosis file by Isabella Valentine called Swollow. I didn't even have the fetish, I just was curious about it. The idea that really turned me on was not the idea of swallowing the cum but the idea of being submissive enough to obey something so disgusting as this. Giving up my control and doing what she asks even if I don't want to.

So I tried it. It's about 30 min long. She talks and slowly gets you into trance, gives you masturbation instructions and at the very end orders you to bend over, like a poster above suggested, so you cum right into your mouth.

The key number one is to first of all DECIDE that you give up all the control to her and that you don't really have a choice. You need to COMMIT. That's the hardest part, actually deciding and committing. Hypnosis is such a thing that it works only if you surrender to it. If you believe you will be hypnotized and if you PLAY ALONG, even if just pretend that you are, then you will. Some people get hypnotized to think that they are frogs, some people get hypnotized to ate onions and taste the apples and so on. It works because they play "pretend" with hypnotist and most importantly with themselves. It's like if you are afraid of ghosts your mind sees shadows moving everywhere. It crates them. Same goes for hypnosis, if you pretend that you are getting hypnotized then your mind will find a way how to make onions taste like apples. Or, in this case, for you to surrender your control and as much as you would be disgusted you would not be able to stop yourself from swallowing. So the key number two, after you have decided and committed is to play along.

And the key number three is to swallow immediately after you cum. She gives you no time to think about it. She just orders you to swallow immediately after you cum. In the middle of orgasm. The best is to swallow with your mouth still open so while you cumming in your mouth you are also swallowing at the same time while you are cumming. If you need to close your lips to swallow it's fine too. But you need to do that while you are still in the middle of orgasm. If you don't know how to swallow things without closed lips, with open mouth (train with some water while lying in your bed on your back, you can learn it with little practice, it's not that hard) you might miss a few last drops that don't get in your mouth, that's fine. But if you wait to swallow until after you have fully orgasmed you might lose motivation.

Here is the file I am talking about - https://www.isabellavalentine.net/store ... n/swallow/

She also has two more cum eating recordings:

https://www.isabellavalentine.net/store ... swallow-2/
https://www.isabellavalentine.net/store ... swallow-3/

I haven't tried those tho. But 3rd supposedly has no bending your legs over your head. So if you can't physically do it and aim into your mouth you might wanna start with third.

One of the great things about doing this under hypnosis, even if you are not into hypnosis fetish like me, is that you have somebody who is holding your hand. Telling you "it's ok, we can do it" and overall encouraging you. That, for some, might be all the motivation one needs to overcome the disgust.