A simple self-torture thing I tried...
Posted: Sun Nov 08, 2015 6:35 pm
Wanted to share a little thing that I did this weekend with you guys. My girlfriend is more submissive than I so I tend to be more top in the relationship but occasionally I like to play with denial and a bit of self-CBT (she isn't comfortable hurting me). The problem is, how to inflict pain without backing out on yourself at the last minute!
Am sure most of you have already seen/heard about using an empty toilet roll over the cock with some pins in it. While soft you put yourself inside the tube, insert pins into it, celotape the pins in place and then when you get hard the pins start to hurt. This is a sort of extended version of that.
Instead of using the full role I cut out a 1 inch thick piece of the tube. This made it a lot more practical, allowed me to wear it under clothes. I put in 4 pins at 12/3/6/9 o'clock and celotaped them in place ahead of time.
Now for the twist. I covered the pins in more celotape - maybe 3 layers on each pin - so that there were no sharp bits. This allowed me to slide the device on while soft and get it right the way up to my stomach. It was snug, it wasn't going anywhere, and it was comfortable enough. I had no fear of hurting myself.
Turned on the porn. Felt myself growing a bit and the ring becoming tighter but still no pain. Celotape still covering those pins. As an experiment I tried to slide it off - but it was firmly fixed in place by sheer size/snugness. Started rubbing the tip, getting harder... then all of a sudden, without any warning at all, the celotape broke. The full force of 4 pins sticking into myself fully erect.
It _HURT_. I've never managed to inflict that much pain on myself. In a panic, I tried to pull the ring off but I felt the pins dragging into my skin. So... stopped that. I had no choice - I just sat there in pain. Closed my eyes to get the porn away to try and get soft but the moans of pleasure kept playing in my ears and I got harder and it hurt even more.
Ended up having to turn it all off and lots of deep breaths to try and bring myself soft again. Finally got soft after about 2 minutes but the pins were still firmly in place! Spent a few minutes slowly dragging my cock out of the device. Pins dragging down my skin. Ow.
So much pain, so turned on, not ashamed to say I had multiple orgasms that day! Anyway, I'd be interested to know if anyone tries it out & what their results where... Nobody in real life I can share this with!
Am sure most of you have already seen/heard about using an empty toilet roll over the cock with some pins in it. While soft you put yourself inside the tube, insert pins into it, celotape the pins in place and then when you get hard the pins start to hurt. This is a sort of extended version of that.
Instead of using the full role I cut out a 1 inch thick piece of the tube. This made it a lot more practical, allowed me to wear it under clothes. I put in 4 pins at 12/3/6/9 o'clock and celotaped them in place ahead of time.
Now for the twist. I covered the pins in more celotape - maybe 3 layers on each pin - so that there were no sharp bits. This allowed me to slide the device on while soft and get it right the way up to my stomach. It was snug, it wasn't going anywhere, and it was comfortable enough. I had no fear of hurting myself.
Turned on the porn. Felt myself growing a bit and the ring becoming tighter but still no pain. Celotape still covering those pins. As an experiment I tried to slide it off - but it was firmly fixed in place by sheer size/snugness. Started rubbing the tip, getting harder... then all of a sudden, without any warning at all, the celotape broke. The full force of 4 pins sticking into myself fully erect.
It _HURT_. I've never managed to inflict that much pain on myself. In a panic, I tried to pull the ring off but I felt the pins dragging into my skin. So... stopped that. I had no choice - I just sat there in pain. Closed my eyes to get the porn away to try and get soft but the moans of pleasure kept playing in my ears and I got harder and it hurt even more.
Ended up having to turn it all off and lots of deep breaths to try and bring myself soft again. Finally got soft after about 2 minutes but the pins were still firmly in place! Spent a few minutes slowly dragging my cock out of the device. Pins dragging down my skin. Ow.
So much pain, so turned on, not ashamed to say I had multiple orgasms that day! Anyway, I'd be interested to know if anyone tries it out & what their results where... Nobody in real life I can share this with!
