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Hi everyone!
So as the subject state, this is a chastity journal.

I'm a regular guy from Europe in my mid 20's with a girlfriend. We currently dont live together (which is completely normal at my age in my country).
I'm one of those guys who are into the BDSM scene and more precisely femdom like so many other guys on this website. Truth is my girlfriend doesn't yet know of my kink, but I've slowly introduced her to different elements like bondage, tickling and ice (baby steps).
For the past few years I've tried the CB6000 and the birdlock, those we're not a success. So a few months back I ordered a Mature Metal device. That said I must join the group of people who claim that metal and custom made is really the way to go, and I have nothing but praise for MM.

As I said my girlfriend doesn't know and neither wont she in the near future.
The belt is on and has been for the past 8 hours, and I love it. I haven't had a orgasm in 2 days, and I'm not planning one before wednesday when i see my girlfriend. I'm the kind of guy who jerks off daily when I'm not with my girlfriend, so being the second day without orgasm, is seriesly a mental challenge but also one I badly want to complete.

The point of this journal is for me to tell you the story of a real normal guy, slowly testing out this chastity belt. Right now the keys are just hidden in my room, ready and available, and they will be for the near future, as I said this a testrun. Later I plan to make use of Emlalock, but that will be a scary step. With my device, I'm able to pullout, but to put it back in is a whole different stort, and I think it might be enough to preventing me from pullout.

I will post if I have anything to share, and you are more than welcome to comment, share your own stories etc.

So today I put on the chastity and I wanted to see if I could do the famous milking through a prostate massage, which was a complete failure. I have a dildo, plug and a prostate massager, I tried for 30 minutes with a rock hard cock, but I never even made my cock drip. So disapointed I took a shower, decided to write this and thinking about googling prostate massage.
I'm intrested to see how the night will unfold. I imagine myself lying there for hours, horny and unable to sleep. Guess we'll see.
I will ofcourse post about my first night, maybe not tomorrow but in a near future.

Regards
Genome.

Hi everyone.

So the first 24 hours has passed.
I'm extremely impressed by the comfort of the chastity belt unlike the CB6000 and the birdlock.
When I'm not thinking dirty, I can barely feel the belt at all. Which is further emphatized by the fact that I didn't wake up a single time in the night.
I'm a grower, so the only that hurt a little bit sometimes is the tugging on the balls, but again usually its only a squeeze feeling and not pain.

The comfort of the belt also has the advantage that I'm far less likely to cheat, which was often the case with the other belts. I did a test of this by jerking off, edging but not cumming for about 20 minutes, getting myself extremely horny, and when the test came wether I could resist cumming or not I bloody passed and placed the belt back on (I was very proud of myself).

Security:
I know that I can pull out, I haven't tested but I know I can. I dont think there is a solution to that problem unless you are pierced or wearing one of those devices that encases you completely like this one:
http://www.latowski.de/latowskiFlash/410.htm
What I do believe is possible is to design something that would make pullback impossible or almost impossible, and I do believe that would make you a LOT less likely to pull out. Imagine a scenario like:
Your keys are locked away safely due to emlalock for 10 days. You pull out and make yourself cum, but you cant remove the device completely due to it being a ball trap device, and you cant put ur penis back in either making it quite uncomfortable and awkward in public. I think you might do it once, but then that would teach you a lesson not to do it again.

Today I'm seeing my girlfriend, so the cage is off. But as soon as possible the cage is back on. I feel a little bit like Bilbo "I'm going on an adventure!"

Glad you are enjoying the device I never tried a MM device but the adventure starts proper when you give your girl the key you have to make the right judgement call though you don't want to scare her off. Maybe you could "accidently" leave a page open about the benifits of male chastity from a female point of view on your computer and see if she brings it up.

Hi Sub3604

I agree with every bit you wrote!
My girlfriend is very vanilla, but she has a hint of kinkiness, and I think I wanna explore the more common parts of BDSM with her before I jump to something more "niché" like chastity. :)
I have tried to casually mention that something like chastity exist, but it didn't seem to spark any interest from her. I appreciate the idea! But for now i'm taking it slow :)

So back to the journal:
Right now I'm on my third day of no orgasm.
This thursday I've had the pleasure of downloading and try the Tease-AI from 1885. Wasn't really sure what to expect but I ended up with 1 big gaping WOW!
To me his program has really stepped up the "tease software game", and i'm super impressed with his programming skills.
So I have fully pledged myself to his program, put a lot of time in organizing the different kinds of porn it needs to get the full effect while also looking for bugs. I can only encourage people to support him!
The teasing I've had to endure with her has been really intense, but I like it a lot. Basicly I've decided to run her once a day and follow her instructions to letter, and then back into chastity right after. The program has a really neat feature of sometimes "sending" instructions for you to follow, after you're done with her. Gracious god, one day was 60 edges - It was not easy sleeping that night.

I'm not seeing my girlfriend before wednesday next week, so I could end up with a new denial record, by far! 6 days would be a crazy long time for me, but there is something about Tease-AI that gives me a want to pleasure her, even though its a program.

Regards to everyone out there!
Stay Kinky!
Genome

Hi everyone

Oh Gosh!
6 days with denial, i'm so horny it hurts.
Yesterday during a session with Tease-AI my dick started producing semi-large amounts of precum.
I've never really produced much precum before and I guess its a physical symptom for the denial.
I'm not seeing the girlfriend before tomorrow, so it will be 7 days of denial, which is a crazy record for me, considering I haven't gone much more than 2 days previously, so I'm sort of proud.

There are also a strong mix of emotions which I haven't tried before.
There is this deep deep urge to just orgasm, my head feels blurry and on the street just seeing a semi attractrive women, will almost everytime cause an erection. I have a hard time focusing on different things but sex, and even something remotely sexy turns me on. I held a carrot in the supermarket today and instead of thinking about eating I went with sticking it up my ass. I have never had sexy thoughts about a veggie before. Never!
My favourite time of the whole day is in the session with Tease AI. Everything else just seems like a waste of time. But god, that moment she tells its time to see if I get to come or not. I dread it for 2 reasons:
1. I REALLY want that orgasm! bloody give it to me.
2. I know if she says no it will be hard knowing I wont have another chance before tomorrow.
Yesterday when she said no, I was sooo close to tears, god some part of me really thought that yesterday was the day. But no :(

The chastity device has for the above reasons ofcourse gotten more uncomfortable, and nights are tough as well. The positive thing in all this is I get more productive! I constantly need distrations, whether is being homework, household chores or whatever. I crave distrations as much as I crave an orgasm (almost).

Regards.
Genome

Hi all

Well on day 7 I had an orgasm of which I can only remember the like of from when I first started masturbation.
It was intense, and my dick was so sensitive, I could barely touch it after.
The chastity belt came back right after, although it was a flat sensation. It felt pointless at the time to put it back on, but back on it came. The feeling only lasted till next day, and I was right back at Tease-AI.
I had sex a few days ago, so its only been on for 3 days at a time. I have a feeling the 7 day record will not be broken for some time, but I guess, we'll see.

So far its been a strange experience, I used to have orgasms everyday, now I dont feel that need anymore.
The need has been replaced with a need to stroke, but the goal of stroking has changed from orgasm to increase my horniness.

The feeling I've had initially about everyone looking at my crotch has gone. Though I'm still worried someone might accidentlally bump into it, or notice something unusual. God I hope it never happens.

Play safe out there!
Genome