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So, my name is Gabe and I have a female friend, we'll call her Pam, we're friend for a pretty long time, and we actually made out once or twice but nothing more because she didn't think it would work. So we're still just friends. But I often fantasize about being her slave 24/7, I always do everything she asks me, yesterday she was wearing flip flops and I was mesmerized by her feet.
I jerk off to her pictures everyday and I blurred the sexier parts of the pics - like boobs, ass, feet - because i think it's hotter, i still keep the original ones, but I delete 1 of them for everytime I cum to one of her pics, so pretty soon I'll only have the blurred ones.
I wanna ask to you guys some ideas so I can be more and more devoted to her, I want my life to be fully dedicated to her (but obviously I won't tell her about it). She has a boyfriend so you can use that, also.

Sorry for my english and thanks

Why don't you just tell her that you will do anything she asks you and see if she's game :)

I already do so! I do everything she tells me to, I sometimes carry her bag, tie her shoes, I even pay her lunch and other things. I just kinda see her like a goddess

I must have expressed myself bad, it looks creepy, I know haha. But it's not like this. I guess I'll just continue to be a good dedicated friend then.

How about imposing a rule that you can only jerk off to her pictures if you did something for her? Then you need to fulfill her another wish to be allowed to jerk off again.

Every time she mentions her boyfriend (when talking to you, talking to someone else, on FB, whatever), it's one day of no touching for you.

That's what I was talking about, I think that's a very good idea, thanks. I mean, I don't need her consent to jerk off to her, or to just be nice to her, right? (that sounded creepy, again)

Well, that depends on what nature is your relationship. If she would be OK with you asking for approval whether you can jerk off to her pictures, you could try it. But I guess she wouldn't...

Another rule: if you want to decrease the number of days of no touching, tell her a compliment. But it all depends on her reaction. If she's happy about it, you can decrease it. But if she doesn't like your compliment or feel creeped out by you, double your denial time.

And, of course, no jerking off to anything else, than her pictures.

yes, but, for example, you see a pretty girl on the beach, you won't approach her to ask if you can jerk off to her when you get home.

that's also pretty good, thanks!